<# the day that love budded is unforgettable

2009-06-09T23:12:00.006+08:00

MR BEAN SARANGHAE~~

Mr Bean made me happy today!
haha it always does ;D whether it's ice cream or the milk with pearls ^^

Sport climbing with the lovely instructors (& 7 Leaders) was wonderful today.
Haha it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, LOL so i do take back what I typed yesterday :D
BUT, I can't freaking climb the rockwall! I take comfort in that it was the harder lane ^^ BUT STILL...AISH!!! Sorry sorry sorry sorry samantha L, for kicking you a thousand times :X (miss poon threw stones at me k O-O haha, i think her mind's quite funny sometimes^^ i mean she's humorous ;D)
Me & Blubber will CONQUER the rock wall during COALs'09 (if there's time ^^hee!)

AND! Selina, I mean, KIM KIBUM made my day ;D
watch from 0:58 to 1:18 please haha :]] but completely IGNORE the girl :]
KIM KIBUM YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE ^^
KIM KIBUM IS ALIVE IN SUPER JUNIOR KAY, he is ;D

alrighty, attempting to send PART 1 of climbing photos to instructors now ^^ (great, can't load T.T)
AND IM STILL AMAZED THAT RANDOM PEOPLE STILL READ MY BLOG. HURHUR. JUNIORS TOO.

anw, HELLO RANDOM PEOPLE WHO DO VIEW MY BLOG! ;D

Heechul says "HEY YO WHAT'S UP MAN" too!

2009-06-08T18:47:00.004+08:00

ただいま~！
(*tadaima =I'm back)

home sweet home ;D
I miss Taipei's cooling weather XD Singapore is so freaking hot! :X

ok, Taipei,

-LOTS of shopping! ^^

-NIGHT LIFE! the students like don't need to study & sleep, so FUN!

-mandarin, mandarin & more mandarin.. i can't even understand the menus..

- lots of jap stuff! ehehehe!

-SUPER JUNIOR M ALBUM! ha, i bought it =D

-they play ARASHI/NEWS/SUJU/DBSK songs in the shops :D:D:D

Taipei's funn, but throw me there & I'll be begging to come back XD I'll definitely spend all my $$ & I can't survive facing mandarin all day XD I don't think I can adapt to their lifestyle there either heh :X

one more thing, i loveee moviessss~~
I watched subaru, 誰も守ってくれない, the naked kitchen & antique bakery! (JU JI HUN!)
kyahh~~!

CHELSIAAAA----!! FANGIRL WITH ME~~

I miss onew sangtae ~ ^^

You are lying,
そんな嘘で私を騙せると思うかい？
I don't care what's a truth
I don't care what's a lie
But, I care what you are
& don't make me lie to you too.

YAH! I don't wanna get up tmr, will I hope tmr passes by in a flash?
Yeah I do, haha, woops :X

aye aye, I still haven't thought of my lj name yet.. :\

2009-06-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

FLYING SUBMARINE ~~

I'm leaving for taipei tmr ;D
I'm excited to go to the airport!
But I'm afraid to ride the plane, (i'd rather a submarine:])
or be in another country where the typhoon's coming early :S

Come run wildly with me
Race on that field
Yell as loud as you can
At the top of the mountain
Don't stop in this incredible world
I'm alive
Together, dancing out on the edge~

I'll be back on Sunday
TATA folks! :]

2009-06-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

FT ISLAND IS COMING

& I'M GOING :D

I FINALLY watched the last episode of Ryusei No Kizuna
(since the end of last JUNE)

I packed my stuffs today too :D but still haven't finish

kay, Saturday was way more interesting.

Took the CIRCLE LINE with Isabel! (first time! first time!)

watched "DANCE, SUBARU" !

we missed the first few minutes (!!)

but THE SHOW WAS FREAKING AWESOMEEE!

i lovelovelove it.

the dance was lovely, the music & songs were terrific (BOLERO!) haha omg ;D

and the show was so touching ;D

& I can understand 1/2 of what they were saying ^^

i likey like the main actress

and when DongBang appeared, isabel was going nuts!
Sadly (thankfully) there were only another group of fangirls. haha.

We went to IMM to meet Syahirah & Min who were already
queuing to get the F.T ISLAND tickets ^^
Surprisingly we got our tickets in less than 1/2 hour despite the
hundreds of people we went there an hour earlier.
there was this fanclub that went around asking everyone to write
a message for FT coz they were gonna compile & give to them so nicee!
But we felt bad coz they had to wait for the 4 of us since we were taking so long
to do our messages & we were doing it at Long John's ;X
& I didn't like one of them though, she's damn annoying (i shan't say here)

ISABELLL!
I don't have to save $$ for 3 months!!
I suddenly found $$, x2 the price of the tickets! ^^
*shake maracus*

I CAN FINALLY EMBED YOUTUBE VIDS HAH.
SHINEE's JULIETTE MV♥ watch & enjoy.

i love their new image though it's not cute anymore, but I don't like Minho's flat hair at the back :X

2009-05-29T19:16:00.005+08:00

;WHISPER, MY SERENADE ♥

HALF THE EXAMS ARE OVERRR!
HAHA ain't this so sweet? ^^
WHEEEHEE~~

oh for the first time, exams are so shiok ;>
coz im sitting right in front of the FAN.
and right in front of my row too =D

BUT I died for chemistry,
physics, I hope the crap will earn me some working marks X]
I'm confident for Chinese compo ;D
My English compo....I hope the Compre is as easy as it looks :]

Gonna be a fangirl now, as well as get my sleep ^^
Tmr's gonna be exciting!
ANDANDAND, im gonna switch to LIVEJOURNAL soon ;D
need to get my fandom-social-life back haha, i lost it :X

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS, DODOBIRDS

2009-05-17T02:17:00.000+08:00

HIATUS-ING

bear with it oh dear friends & myself.

It's only temporary

2009-05-17T00:45:00.005+08:00

HEY BLUBBER

haha I'm back!
Coz blubber told me to update lahh, haha.

Kay, I wanted to post photos,
BBUT im blogging from under my blanket, haha, in case my mum suddenly pops into my room + im being lazy too
hence, pictures will have to wait k, haha.

UPDATES:
1. LESS THAN TWO WEEKS to the start of MYEs!
English, Chinese, Physics & Chem!
I havent started official revision
well, I thought after OAC and SYF i'd be free, but NO. HEH.
coz I keep fangirling
& falling asleep once i get home...
& studying with friends really doesnt help.
aiyah, I've been wasting so much time lahh! X.X (and I've said this numerous times alr heh)WELL, but 2 weeks still can lahh, haha

2. ELDDS FAREWELL!
SUCCESS!!
When we were nearing the date, I never thought that it would have been so good! seriously, like it's amazing that we did it already & it's overrr. HAHA OMG
ANDANDAND, i'm so proud of the sec ones & twos & THREES!
haha honestly, if it weren't for all of them, farewell wouldnt even happen.
The sec ones & twos were such great helpers, and that they listened to us ;D
GOOD JOB Nothing more can describe how much I love these bunch of people that make me so proud of being a part of this CCA and being their senior ^^
I'll post more together with the pictures ;D

3. LULU's OPERATION = SUCCESS!!
haha yay! I'm more than delighted that the worst tide is over & she's safe & sound in the hospital
however, LULU, I'm sorry I haven't been a good enough friend!
I'll do my best to make it up for you!
& thanks for waiting for me before going for lectures! haha XD (niza keeps forgetting one! :X)

4. IT'S YOU + ROMEO!
super junior's new single is out....!!!! IT'S YOU! omg, i think it's better than sorry sorry seriously.
that means, it is a MUST LISTEN & MUST WATCH! I've been trying to memorise the chorus, i only can't get the first part XD oh well, HWAITING! &, SUPER JUNIOR you all make me proud^^ SUPER JUNIOR O-EY-O! (sp?) i'm looking forward to their live performance later!!

SHINee MY ROMEO..! HAHA OMG WHEN'S THE 21ST?! I WANT THEIR ALBUM O.O
AND, 18TH! TMR! OMG HURRY COME! the teaser of the song will be released grr, omg, im getting impatient! NEW CONCEPT, NEW STYLE, NEW LOOKS, NEW MUSIC, NEW DANCE, NEW EVERYTHING! and it's fairytale-like, ma all time favourite! TAE's curly hair omg.... =.= & Minho's the LEAD (again)! hahah anw, i seriously can't wait lah.

Jonghyun: Your love is my reason... Just wait.
Onew: Love is coming?
Taemin: In love, what can you do?
Minho: Juliet I will find you
Key: Love, when you like someone how sweet can it be?
SHINee

kay, haha that's about enough updates? I wanna go do other stuffs now, haha.
I should study my way to the 21st.
omg & i wanna pon X-country please!

kayy, till next next weekend?
TATA!

(P.S. I stole all these emoticons from someone, dunno whether it's hers & whether i can use them. haha oh well, wait till that person come find me lah XD )

2009-05-02T04:21:00.001+08:00

how many times do i have to repeat this to learn my lesson?somebody hurry and please tie me up somewhere.
-again & again

GAAHHH, i suck at controlling myself T.T

I have this drive for studying but I can't control myself from using the computer.

sucks lah, i've got no discipline at all!

That's why i study best outside, WITH people around.

but for the past few times when i study with Syah & Vanessa, we end up being distracted D;

grr, ohh well.

but on a lighter note, I relax when I'm with them.

I release all the tension in me ;D YAY!

anw, it's about 4 more weeks to mid years.

i have mid years + manymany activities.

so much to do, so little time.

If I still don't learn my lesson then I'm dead meat *touches paper*

kekeke, kay, SUPER JUNI-OR!

2PM SO HOT XD

(oh syah told me that "2AM" & "2PM" used to be from the same band called "One Day"! how cool is that?! imagine saying "omg i love one day!" so wierd!! as compared to OMG I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR)

hehe kay, i shall start to continue my work.

AKIRAMEMASEN YO!

2009-04-24T22:32:00.007+08:00

SYF RESULTS

Hold your heads high, because you've done your best.
And that is the most important essence of life.
To have done our best.

-Michelle Tan, President of Cedar ELDDS 2008 - 2009

The results were shocking.

We got COP.

We gave our 100%, put in a lot of effort,

too bad the 5 humans couldn't see it.

Today we may cry the shit out of our eyes,

Tomorrow we may curse the hell out of the judges,

But eventually the results isn't going to matter anymore.

Like what Mr Sng said, at most next year Mrs Ou Yang wouldn't mention ELDDS.

What we want and have acheived,

is a closer bond between each and every drama member,

a friendship of a lifetime

an experience far more precious than a GWH,

and manymanymany happy memories together =D

Mr Sng is THE best coach we can ever have.

Sec fours are the AWESOMEST SENIORS in Cedar.

Sec threes gave me the most WONDERFUL FRIENDSHIP.

Sec twos and ones are THE SWEETEST & CUTEST juniors.

DEBATORS-THE BEST SUPPORTERS who are always there ;D

ELDDS, DESTINED TO DOMINATE

THE STAGE.

I never expected to be in ELDDS.
Least of all, expect myself to be in DRAMA.
But I never regretted, for EL had brought the best out of me,
& gave me the most fantastical memories in my 15 years ^^

2009-04-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

AGONIZING.

I wanna knock out
No! I'll just reject it all
Knock out
We're living by compromising,
I wanna Knock out
For all that I want
I'll fight until the end
The reason is I'm alive

The hidden shadow of my heart
Puts me in the uncomfortable darkness
I don't really understand, there's only more pain
I'll fight until the other side of me dies

-Knock Out

1. When will we know our SYF results?!

2. I'm freaking TIRED.

3. Why does life constantly make me feel HIGH then DOWN all of a sudden?!

4. PLEASE, NEVER MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY, WHEN 50% o OF THAT IS FAKE. I know I CAN'T interact with people well, it's awkward enough, so I hate it when people, out of their good will, makes things even more awkward between me & other people.

5. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! (mood swings & all)

6. I'm looking forward to being with just them during recess & after school.

7. DO I EVEN BELONG TO THOSE I'LL BE WITH IN MY SEC 3 & 4 LIFE?!

8. I dont want to go to school.

9. LIFE WILL GET BETTER.

10. I know I have everlasting friends who still love me & will be there for me, even if I'm feeling at my worst now & they're not here.

I'm not gonna give up.

2009-04-19T02:49:00.005+08:00

1. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VANESSIE!
had so much fun on friday!
(photos will be up soon ;D)
el-sec 3s + Hanis + Lee played HIDE&SEEK!

or more like, 3/S + esther, LOL, i realised they're all from 3/S.
With Ger, I felt like a spy trying to find them can!
OH, but we were quite bored, standing out in the open waiting for the rest to COME FIND US.
LOL and all of them are so noisy!
It was easy knowing that they're just above us -.-"
my legs were aching (SBJ!) & I slept for TEN HOURS HAHAHAHA.
first time.
oh, LULU CAME TO SCHOOL AFTER SCHOOL too!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

2. I COLLECTED MY CDs YESTERDAY!

AH AH AH AH AH AH AH AH! SORRY SORRY + POSTER & COLORFUL SENSIBILITY! OMG! AH AH AH AH AH AH!
hahah I had to collect 9 cds in all (mine, min's, nan's & huay wen's ><)LOL i was holding up the other who were queuing outside the restaurant to get their cds! oh well, TOO BAD. i get my cds & that's all that matters XD omg.
BUT I suck had handling goods mann, the minute nan passed me the posters, the DBSK posters fell out & their edges kinda tore D; OMG SO SORRY SORRY (XD) ..!
oh & thank you ISABEL for leading the way!! ^^
her friend was there to collect her secret code too.
omg, i had no idea sec 3 level got so many fangirls..! LIKE WOW!
anw, I OPENED THE CDS ALREADY, HAHAHHA.
not much of a wow-wow lahh, sorry sorry had very little stuff in it D; but the photos are AWESOMEEE XD (as compared to kodak-printing)
AND THE POSTER IS JUST BEAUTIFUL KAY. BEAUTIFUL. OMG.
i had to smuggle them home!
AND JUST IN CASE, I like them because their SONGS ARE AWESOME, THEIR VOICES ARE AWESOME, THEY ARE AWESOME to the outer space!

3. It's 3 am already, haha but I'm feeling too awake so I wanna do my homework ^^
I lied yesterday saying that I'm going PP MACS to study, but instead, went TP to get the CDs XD hahah it took me so long just to manage to tell a lie, WOOPS.
oh, i finished math in less than 1/2 hour that's why I'm here XD my reward ;D (stupid right? i know =X)

4.Mr Sng's blog is scary ;S haha but it's cool too!
LOL but still scary.
idk, is that how guys think? LOL. hmm,
anw, I can't wait for SYF results!!
Mr Sng's blog is dead for more than a month already, confirm he'll post the results up?

SHAWTY SHAWTY SHAWTY SHAWTY

(P.S I've replayed sorry sorry album 4 times alr, it's WOW to the outer space k XD)

2009-04-16T20:02:00.004+08:00

through our many days together,
I'll be thankful everyday.

VANESSA, SELINA, JOLINE, RACHEL, SEC 3 EL, CHELSIA.
I just wanna say thanks for everything!
No matter how stressed out I am in school,
or how sad I am,
how childishly immature I can be,
I know I can always count on you all!
thanks for supporting me,
thanks for cheering me up,
thanks for helping me when I cant understand anything in class (logay!),
thanks for showing me concern.

you all are the best I can ever have!
No matter how lonely I feel,
I'll always remember you all still care! ;D
& I'll continue to JIAYOU!

THANK YOU & I LOVE YOU!

2009-04-14T01:51:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be 2am soon.
omg I wanna die already.
I should be sleeping!
:[ I suck. I suck i suck i suck.
I can't even finish my homework, can't get sleep & I'M BLOGGING.
well, im blogging coz I'm online & no one's disturbing me XD
anyway, if my life goes on like that I can say bye-bye to my future :\
& my cough came back!
+ a painful throat D;

LET ME SKIP SCHOOL. PLEASE.....!

life was so much better just a while ago.

2009-04-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

*note: this post will forever be at the top, so scroll down to read latest.

kay, I've been thinking & I've decided.

I'M GONNA BE ON HIATUS.

It's 6 1/2 weeks to MID-YEARS!

I cannot afford to do badly.

HENCE, STRICTLY NO COMPUTER.

!shary, I'll find a way to pass you the photos kay!

okayy, I wont entirely not use.

I'll probably post short posts every now & then when I can lahh;D

in the meantime, go visit other people!

& continue tagging please =D

alright then, TATA till NEXT TIME!

2009-04-11T17:18:00.012+08:00

It's raining again... D;
But from far, it looks really nice! =D
Listening to DBSK on rainy days makes it seem like december! OH YEAH~

yesterday, spent the whole day out.

Ran for the bus & caught it :]
Met Selina & Isabel at Novena & bought MR. BEAN AISU-KURIMU!

took the bus to KKH.
Reached there, saw another mr.bean kiosk!
BOUGHT helium balloons FOR LULU!
The cartoons on the balloons were so NICEEE!!
They had a HUGE carebear!!
If we had the money, we would have bought all the balloons mann.
I wanted to buy the "finding nemo" & "beauty & the beast" for myself XD
haha coz they were special!
The finding nemo ballon was transparent w/ seaweeds, then inside got nemo & dory balloon!
BALLOONS IN BALLOONS Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪

Went to ward 65, all we could see & hear were babies XD
called Miss Lin, OH, she's been switched to ward 55.
She switched from HDU to Normal Ward,
GREAT IMPROVEMENT! ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ::･'ﾟ☆｡.::･'ﾟ★｡.::･'ﾟ☆｡ﾜｰｲ!!
Her parents, grandpa & brother were all there XD
She was kinda sleeping when we arrived, but she woke up anw.

When she saw us:
LULU:(waved) hello.
(wear specs)
LULU: AHH. somemore balloons ah! Got so many balloons XD

We sat down & talked to her. mostly about school.
She's fine & like herself LOL ;D
But she was coughing too!
She didn't like her ward XD coz it's very noisy there.
& there was a baby directly opposite her! =S
She kept saying she's very bored & she kept sighing.
she didn't like it here XD
but what is more important is that she's getting better! ;]

LULU, don't worry,
you'll be out soon! haaha =D
so smile & get to know the little kids there!
I hope you'll recover ASAP & study with me XD
Selina, Mel & I will definitely help you with your studies!!
ヽ(*^ｰ^)人(^ｰ^*)ノ

Miss Lin arrived after awhile.
hahaha omg, LULU you're so lucky!
So many people visted you!
Miss Lin, prinicpal & VPs, Miss Poon & Miss Wong, MISS CHNG..etc haha
SO COOL! and Miss Chng even bought her a balloon!
Ms Chng is so cute XD

LUNCH, we went to eat PASTA DE WARAKU.
haha they had A+B=9.90++!
THE FOOD IS おいしいと安い！
SO WORTH IT! OMG. HAHA.
we walked & talked.
Selina bought a pair of ADIDAS SHOES FOR THIRTY DOLLARS.
We sat down & ate cake.
Isabel & I shared one piece of cheese cake. HEAVENLY.
Then we talked somemore, until 4.40.
THEN we took the train. haha.
Selina was telling us about RACHEL. OMG haha RACHEL so funny XD
SO basically, it was RELAXATION mann.
SO DESERVING FOR A TIRING WEEK. (oﾟ▽ﾟ)oニパッ

AT NIGHT went out to eat somemore jap food at bugis with my family XD
I was feeling so sick in the stomach,
so I only ate 3 pieces of chicken-katsu.
& for the first time in a long while, I smsed someone for so long!
NICOLE LAH! haha.
LOL we were talking about ONIM!
she couldn't stop making fun of her sec1 & sec2 photo LOL
Then I quickly went to watch GOLDEN STAR BELL CHALLENGE when I reached home
ほっ！！＼(^o＼) (／o^)／はっ！！
YESUNG, LEETEUK, HANGENG & SHIWON WERE ON IT. HAHA.
I LOVE HANGENG TO THE OUTER SPACE!
but my mum see me watching the show then bu shuang, what the piang!

We continued sms-ing till THIS MORNING.
idk how to end it man.
after tuition today, watched more SUPER JUNIOR ><

TOMORROW is EASTER DAY

& VANESSA'S BAPTISM!
VANESSA, NICOLE, SYAH, NAN & I are gonna go cycling at ECP ;D
it's funny, vanessa wants to cycle before her baptism!
Her baptism is at ECP btw XD LOL
I'm gonna go eat ice-cream & at sit at the breakwater! (or waterbreak?)

gonna go do LOGAY(logarithms) now!
REBECCA'S GONNA GIVE ME A RANDOM LETTER ^^ YAY..!
I still owe Vijaya one XD hahah.
kaykay lah, TATA!
hallelugah chance!

2009-04-09T20:16:00.007+08:00

I want to watch TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!

oh btw, today is YAMAPI's BIRTHDAY!
haha I suddenly remembered it during chinese XD

today, hmm. I stressed yet relaxed XD

Joline & I were stressing over the English TA!
We were thinking very hard of how to phrase the words.
BUT, after the TA, we had free period.
Me, Joline, Selina & Rachel went toilet, and talked about working with each other.
Rachel & Selina were damn funny. XD
I think it's abit hard for both of them to work together when it comes to projects, they're so different in doing things! LOL
Rachel's like the baby, Selina's like the daddy? haha.
OH, Joline & I thought we missed out alot of points for the essay.
But guess what?! Felicia & Jue Ying only one point I think. LOL
Jue Ying was so funny, haha.

then after recess, I was damn sleepy.
I was just whining away during double math. heh.
I just wanted to sleep.
So like in between questions, when he was talking, I'd just sleep for a while.
I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND THE CHANGE-OF-BASES LAW. MAN!
I wanted to give up kay! I was just feeling so horrible.
but thankyou SELINA, for being patient with me :] hahaha.
And Mr Tan was so nice! He gave us Chocolate eggs for Easter Day!!
Ming Zhen, it's EASTER day.

OHOH! after lunch,
MICHELLE & SHARIANTY TRIMMED MY HAIR!
haha it was damn funny!
OMG, Zunairah's place is filled with my hair mann XD
Sharianty cut one side of my hair, Michelle cut the other side, & Syah was making sure that it's BALANCED & LOOKS FINE. haha.
Coz at first I was damn nervous & scared, I just froze in the seat LOL.
btw, Shairanty makes a great assistant to the almighty hairstylist, michelle.
& Michelle was so obssessed with cutting hair!
She wanted to cut my top hair & my fringe LOL.
But she did a good job =D She cuts like a professional. haha.
she even used Gatsby to spike my hair! LOL

(omgosh, im in love with my hair now. it's shorter! so nice XD yay!
& the part where michelle cut at the side, it's so SMOOTH!)

I'm skipping church tmr.
I feel kinda bad, but this year, I don't feel anything.
Even though this week is the holy week, I did a lot of sinful things.
KILL ME. (figurative speech)
BUTBUTBUT, at least I wont be wasting my time away.
Selina, Isabel & I are gonna go visit LULU.
haha BUY HER SUNFLOWERS..!
heyy, maybe we should buy her stuff toys too ;D
I'm excited to see her!
We should be damn high XD haha.

I just used this laptop for awhile only & now I have to pass to my sister!
WTH?!!
FINE. DX

kayy, byeee..!

2009-04-08T20:28:00.008+08:00

TIC TOC! GOES THE CLOCK AGAIN!
TIC TOC! I'VE WASTED ANOTHER DAY AGAIN!
TIC TOC! hey! that rhymes!

kay, today, I was just waiting for the lessons to end.
I DID try to pay attention of course.
But I woke up on the wrong side of the air-con today D;
My hair was messy & I was having sleepy eyes the whole day.
darn tired. I kept falling asleep.

During Chinese
We were listening to a chinese song for the group project, then my eyes closed.
Sheng lao shi: NI KAN LAH! ZHE GE YOU SHUI JIAO LE!
me: (blurr blurr look up and look at her).
haha then I looked at ming zhen. LOL coz yesterday she attempted to tell teacher I was falling asleep, hahaha.
During geog lecture
Niza: I'll wake you up if you fall asleep yea.
Me: Haha don't worry lahh, I wont fall asleep. haha.
Niza: yah yah. haha.
I did try not to, BUT....
I failed.
I didn't even know I fell asleep, until my head like knocked down hard in the air then I woke up. LOL.

ANDANDAND, Joline said she talked less than ten sentences to me today DX
awwh.. LOL you were busy talking to swie en what!! :/
LOL but im so glad you came all the way from farther-than-jurong to be my table partner!
I've been very distracted these days, people talk to me but I don't have much reaction. Nan could sense my boring-ness yesterday. SO SORRY NAN & JOLINE!

OH! I'm really serious on getting bento sets!
CHELSIA, GO BUY WITH ME!!

LOL! Nicole just told me that Minho's hands are bigger than his face so his brain is BIG. Hence, he's freaking SMART + GOOD-LOOKING! YEAH MAN! MINHO ROCKS XD

anyway, I can't wait for friday, PUBLIC HOLIDAY. Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪
Selina & I are planning on visiting LULU, haha.
I'm happy for her, her condition has improved ;D
MELMEL, don't worry so much kay! haha =D
I wanna buy her sunflowers! Or any BIG + BRIGHT flowers!
and when she's much much better, I wanna make her BENTO!
haha with smiley faces in them =D yay!
LULU ALL THE WAY XD

and to my dear friend planning her speech at 9:09,
relax relax kay. don't blow up!
everything's gonna be fine ;D
you have us around! =D

kay, tata, I got stuffs to do now.
(get ready for my embarrassment tmr :\)

2009-04-06T22:23:00.004+08:00

I feel sad.
I miss 2N!
I mean, I'm not close to my class.
And everyone have their own little cliques & BFFs.
BUT WE'RE NOT A CLIQUE-Y CLASS K.
I'm only sticking around to whoever I see, hmph!
well, i mean, it's nice to have your very own good friend to go for morning assembly, walk to class, go for lectures & spend time together in class when there's no teachers right??
hmm..
HAHA, but talking to JOLINE, RACHEL & SELINA during english group work & breaks is damn fun-fun-fun too! (we even talked about SHUTTER today! omg, FREAKY MUCH!)
I realised, our class CAN mix around alot, and we can talk about all sorts of stuffs!
and TALK ALOT i tell ya!
probably that's why we're so united XD aren't we?
but I don't like to talk much, except to people I am close or have opened up to before.
hey! I'm being the unsociable one here! AWWH MAN :\

& LULU isn't around D;
that's bad. I MISS HERRR..!
SYAH & VANESSIE AREN'T AROUND EITHER!!
and it's a freaking long MONDAY.
what am I to do for the rest of the week?!
but I'm glad I still have SELINA & NANTHINI & NICOLE ;D

I feel horribly wierd now. nostalgic? maybe?
wait, what does "nostalgic" mean? hmm.
anyway, VANESSA BETTER COME TO SCHOOL TMR!
and I hope (I'll pray) that SYAH can come to school tmr.
& that LULU will get pretty well soon.
WEll, LULU, you're young mann! and you're my 3/O good friend!
SO like obviously, you'll be back in school for mid-years! YAY BABE! HAHA!
LOVE YOU LOADS! ;D

new photo of chip & dale!♥

and melmel,
don't worry so much kay =D
you still have me! & chip&dale! HEHE.
oh, and Alex & Sam Lai!

kay, I'm too lazy to post any more photos.
oh darn. MY MUM WANTS ME IN BED, IN 15 MINS.
WHAT THE TOOT?!
hmph!

BTW, SELINA IS AWESOME, LOVE!

SUPER JUNIOR! OH!
(p.s. I can't wait for tmr! but still, I dread YOU.)

2009-04-05T15:14:00.002+08:00

I AM SO FREAKING EFF-ED UP NOW.
what's your problem man?!
_____ is such and ACCUSER.
SHIT HER.
And I hate it that you're so two-faces.
Accusing me behind my back, in front of me you act like you care.
Please, you know you're wrong.
you know you're not fit _______________.
I freaking hate you.

You're not one bit understanding. NOT ONE BIT.

2009-04-05T13:21:00.005+08:00

omg, BOYS OVER FLOWERS ROCK.
HAHA, seriously.
With my limited vocabulary, I can't describe it.
All those who haven't watched it, GO WATCH IT MAN.
it's like my top favourite, even though I've only watched bits of episodes only.
Seriously.
IT'S GOOD.

And I've finally found out how to resize the photos to fit here!
thanks vanessa!
YAYYY!
so they'll be up soon, probably tonight ;D haha

seeya!

2009-04-04T22:17:00.007+08:00

omg, today was so suckish.
skipped tuition-good.
subsequently, life just sucked.

NOW, i have to do english essay GROUP work.
wonderful, only me & selina will be doing it.
Joline & Rachel had bball competition yesterday, so let them off.
We LOST THE PAPER for my part which we discussed,
so now I have to do from scratch.
I still have, CHINESE , JAPANESE & BS homework.
And I need to revise physics coz I was absent.
Life just sucks. T.T
Plus my mouth tastes like medicine! GROSS.

WHAT THE FISH. MY MUM WANTS ME IN BED BY 11.
THAT'S IT MAN. this laptop is gonna sleep with me tonight.
Let's see if I can wake up early to do it.
Nowadays, I cannot wake up to do my work anymore.
I used to be a pro at it.
Like waking up at 2am & doing work till 7am.
Syah can't wake up early anymore too.
ACCUMULATION. sigh.

they never fail to warm my heart. (E.L.F whoo!)
that's why I'm proud to be a fangirl!

I'm still amused by yesterday morning.
Sharizah & Sharianty were supposed to do announcement for arts evening, and VANESSA was suppose to do the gong for the intro.
AND she came late, so I had to take over coz I was with both of them & nan was absent.
Hence, I gonged my way through morning announcement.
Now people know me as "the one who gonged during announcement". O.O
WOW.
people look at me and do the gong-ing action too.
I gonged during the "Little Prince" play too, & did a good job.
Sharianty says I should take up a profession in gonging.
haha, Maybe I should.

TLDDS & Band got SILVER for SYF.
they're really upset.
DON'T BE!
Silver is still much better than a COP or BRONZE ;D
I'm sure you all worked hard, so don't be upset!
Just think & know that you've all done your best & have put up the BEST PERFORMANCE.
Just remember the happy times you all had, practicing with each other & stuffs yea?

To sharianty & the rest who are worried for ELDDS SYF results,
even though this year's syf standard seems high,
don't worry! have faith!
Mr Sng said we did well, and we'll hang onto the hope he's given us ;D
Trust his judegement when it comes to acting mann.
ANDANDAND, we gave our 100% BEST EFFORT.
It's alright to lose at the end, having put your best effort is all that matters.
Winning wouldn't mean anythinng if no effort was put into the job.

I suddenly miss Syahirah & Nanthini.
Mann, if you two are absent on Monday then I'll just marry Nicole.
kay, I'm blabbering crap now.
The drowsiness of the medicine is sinking in. TERRIBLE.
shall sleep now.
I'm looking forward to tuesday's meeting.
I love you all, sec threes.

but i dread you & your lies.

2009-04-02T22:40:00.010+08:00

I'm officially back to my NOCTURNAL mode.

kay, I still have the whole chapter on Indices notes & homework (overdue-ed) to do! WHAT KIND OF MATHS REP AM I?!?! And I still have overdue chinese homework. AND IM TAKING EXPRESS CHINESE. I feel like a failure. I'm so freaking distracted, and I'm still sick. OH NO! I don't wanna miss 2.4 run tomorrow!!! WAHHHH..! HOWHOWHOW?! Let's just pray hard that Mr Tan is nice enough not to notice and not to blast at me tmr :]teehee

oh, i just remembered,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY REBECCA BABE!♥
people say you're gay-ish, at first i didn't know why,
But I guess I found out. hahaha.
THANKS REB, for spazzing with me overr (...) during our one & only free chinese period the other day! LOVE YOU!
Purple is gay too btw.

Now，introducing to you... CHIP&DALE! (alex's)

haha don't they just look oh-so-adorable hugging each otherr?
This was during geog lecture when Mrs Koh suddenly left the theatrette.
Ming Zhen says they're balancing each other so that they won't fall of the table XD
haha, ming zhen is EVIL. she doesn't let me have CHIP!
She snatches Chip from me all the time ヽ(≧Д≦)ノｳﾜｧｧﾝ!!
AND SHE CRITICISES DALE! O.O (even Alex & LULU!)
NEVERMIND, DALE, I'm the nicest to you =D
my new love = DALE. No Chip nevermind.

oh and SORRY SHARY! (^∧^)
Could you wait till the weekend for me to upload the pics?
They're already uploaded onto photobucket, but it's gonna take me a hell lot of time to post it up here, haha coz im such a grandmother. and I'm lazy XD
SORRY k, promise promise!

muackmuack, CHEE KEONG LOVES YOU too!

Now for the rants:

Just when I thought after SYF, I'd be able to settle myself down, more or less, & start catching up with school work, things start happening again.
There are things that I'll have to start doing, and there are problems that need to be settled, and my freaking cough & flu worsens everything.
BUT THANK GOD WE'RE IN CONTAINER CLASSROOM & I HAVE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS.
BEAUTIFUL. OH SO BEAUTIFUL.
Not that I'm complaining about having all these stuffs, just that im wondering, when will I actually have a week free of all activities & throughts so as to concentrate on overdue-ed work & mugging?
My temper these days aren't very pleasant either. And I'm sorry that my best friends have to bear with my crappiness. I'm so sorry for snapping at you guys.
本当にごめんね！

you, oh you, what's wrong with you?!
why do you hide so much?!?!
Even though I hide sometimes, I DON'T DO IT ALL THE TIME.
You're doing it as if that's really you. YOU DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE, DO YOU?
YOU FREAKING DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AROUND YOU DO YOU?
don't think you know & don't even try!
I'm secretly getting pissed off.
I consider you dear to me, and what you're doing just makes me worry & yes, i think about of you & your problem very often.
an explanation would be nice.

2009-04-01T21:27:00.021+08:00

omg, we rocked.

v(≧∇≦)v ｲｪｪ~ｲ♪
we succeded in getting mr sng's nod,
YEAH MAN, MR SNG YOU ROCK!

SYF IS OVERRR! SO FAST! O.O
Everything just happened so fast, I couldn't feel anything.
I was quite numb about everything actually.
I dunno why I cried when hugging syah. (must be her fault haha :X)
Big hugs are always so warm & nicee, and that's how ELDDS is!
WE'RE BIG, WARM & NICE FAMILY.
gosh, I'm gonna miss all the practice sessions and time spent together ]]:

there are just so many things to say mann, haha.
But most importantly,
ELDDS ROCKS MY LIFE.
IF GUYS (&girls) DIDN'T EXIST, I'D MARRY ELDDS.

okayy, now for thankyou-thankyous =D

MR SNG:
thanks mr sng, for taking time to coach us!
I'm sorry we disappointed you so many times, haha, but see,
we made you happy still! hahaha.
You're not the best teacher, BUT, you did your BEST for us!
haha and we love you for that!
We'll promise to work hard, and hard, and hard and hard and hard :]

sec fours:
I love you people. You guys are a bunch of BRILLIANT SENIORS FILLED WITH AWESOMENESS. thanks for guiding us & encouraging us. Even though I feel like we're friends, but ultimately you all still showed us that you're our loving & caring seniors watching over us juniors (oﾟ▽ﾟ)oニパッ
btw, it's saad to see you all leave, ヽ(≧Д≦)ノｳﾜｧｧﾝ!!
BBBBBUT PLEASE DON'T FAIL YOUR EXAMS K!

sec threes:
hahaha WOW. GREAT JOB EVERYONE.
hard to imagine we've come this far rightt?
it's like, omg, we're sec threes! like omg, SYF is over and we were in it!
haha we've all succeded, first by getting to act in syf, second, doing our 100% BEST.
hahaha I'm so proud of everyone of you all. I LOVE YOU ALL SEC THREES!
anyway, more posts on OUR blog/lj (make it live again), yeah? haha ;D

sec twos:
you all are the best (&first) juniors I can EVER have in my lifetime!
I love you all! You all are so capable & smart, haha, and you're SEC TWOS.
I'm really proud of you all mann. Thanks for everything during SYF.
really, really, really, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

sec ones:
thanks for the chocolates!!!
Even though you all are new to ELDDS, you all did FANTASTIC.
you all helped alot, and some of you are actually really awesome at acting mann.
Thanks for faithfully coming back during the march holidays to help out, to watch us, to correct us. You all were really of GREAT help.
GOOD JOB AND KEEP IT UP YEAH! ＼(≧▽≦)／
I LOVE YOU ALL!

MRS RW & DEBATORS:
Mrs RW, THANK YOU FOR HELPING US WITH THE MAKE UP! HAHAH!
YOU WERE AWESOMEEEE!! and Debators, thanks for coming down to watch us!!!!
hahah we really appreciate it ;] and also thanks for helping out with whatever needed help & for all your encouragement! hahaha I LOVE DEBATORS ;D

I'm tired & sleepy now, haha,
sorry shary! I'll upload the photos tmr instead k!
sorry sorry!
I'll try to get the other photos from Isis too yeah :]

2009-03-31T21:14:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling damn sick, tired, aching & frustrated now, just by the movements in the house :/
My throat irritation has gotten worse!
I'm coughing like shit!
And my ears feel blocked!

God, please help me through tmr ;]

FINALLY. ELDDS SYF CENTRAL JUDGING,
IS TOMORROW.

I am damn excited. Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪
It's the only day I've been looking forward too. haaha. seriously.
and we're gonna wear EL tee for assembly!
YAY for us, we're gonna stand out!
After tomorrow, everything's over.
We'll treasure our practice sessions together,
the times when we complained like shit,
and the times when we encouraged each other on,
when we agreed to put our 100% BEST EFFORT for tomorrow.

I really want to aim for a GOLD award now. (Not that I never wanted, i just never aimed high.)
I want to make Mr Sng proud, make him NOD his head. (right chelsia? :])
I want to make a name for ELDDS and Drama.
I don't want ___ to think we're of no significance.
I want to show ____ that I CAN act.

Everyone's doing it. And I'm gonna do my part for them.
I WANT to put in my 100% BEST EFFORT.
ﾜｰｲ♪♪＼(^ω^＼)( /^ω^)/♪♪ﾜｰｲ　

Mr Sng, we're gonna be tape recorders that CAN act.

EL DRAMA, HWAITING ★
RED BULL, don't let us down too kay?

HONESTLY, i don't know what to do about you, or you, or you, anymore.
you all ARE dear to me, seriously.
Or at least, used to be.
Now it's just confusing, mixed emotions.
Carry this on and I'd rather pretend I never saw you when I see you.

2009-03-29T14:29:00.012+08:00

sick&sad.

15 years.
That's how long I've known Junpyo.
But I still don't know him totally.
-Jihu

that's true.
No matter how long I've known you all or how close I THINK I am to you all,

I still don't know what's true.

I still don't know the real kind of people you are.

I don't have to know it all. But even the truest of it all --- I doubt it.

And to think I trusted you alot even when you were lying.

Moving On.

This week was supposed to be hectic- speech day & drama full dress rehearsal + practices, jap CA2, addition of tuition & piano lesson.

BUT THANK GOODNESS I fell ill & got the rest I deserved (=∩_∩=)

I've always wanted to fall ill, but could never find the right time to do so because there would always be something important I have to do that day, or that whole week ヾ(￣o￣;)ヾ

And this time I fell ill COMPLETELY WRONG.

throat irritation, sore throat, cough & flu - just when speech day is in 2 days time & syf in a week!

how am I suppose to emcee or act?!

And I miss eating rice, chicken & CHILLI..! OMG, it's been four days already!!

nonetheless, I SURVIVED. (Ｔ▽Ｔ)

SPEECH DAY

Despite the many changes to the script and even during the event itself (!!), the whole event went smoothly ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●)ﾉ

Mrs Jai, Ariel & I were all getting so freaking stressed out backstage! It was so freaking hot & our script was so messy, coz of all the changes. Mrs Jai was so funny when shewas stressed out, she was trying to calm us down, but she looked so exasperated herself XD and I was losing my voice towards the end of the event, omg, why must this happen?!

ANDANDAND, OMG, MAEGHAN'S FATHER = SPEECH DAY'S GUEST-OH-HONOUR!

OMG, MAEGHAN, HAHA.

MRS JAI:

Writing the script was not easy, yet having to keep editing it and give it a 50% makeover due to all the last-minute changes, it must have been really tough on you. Yet you still did it all while still going on strong :] Thanks for all the encouragement & reminders you gave us for speech day. Thanks for making time out to practice the script with me during the march holidays to make sure I don't embarrass myself during full-dress, and also trying to spend as much time as you can to help us even though you're so busy, both at home & at school. You're really a fantastic & fun teacher to work with :] If I do get to emcee for a school occasion again, you'd be the ONLY teacher whom I'd want to work with, EVER.

ARIEL:

It was fun working and emcee-ing with you! thanks for all the encouragement you gave me during emcee-ing and checking if i was okayy to speak, even though you were just as stressed out as I was & was sick too! haha. But I'm glad you and I were able to emcee well even though we were both UNWELL :] oh, thanks for helping me reserve my blazer! ;D I really admire the way you speak, your confidence level, and how you look so calm & pretty even though you must have been tired & the fact that your schedule is hectic for the whole week (:/) you're awesomeee! ＼(*^▽^*)／ I'd loveeeeeee to work with you again! haha take care & rest well k!

AV:

haha I think you people were GREAT! Everything went well, not as many problems as last time :] except that my mic ran out of battery at the beginning o(>ω<)o and the volume went down & up towards the end XD but I think it's really very stressful being in the AV coz you all have to make sure everything's working and everything is in place, etc.. (remind me of preparations for OAC!) but anw, thanks for being there and everything & i'm sorry for causing any trouble (to the mics or anything) XD haha. I'm quite bad when it comes to handling mics XD

oh yah, last but not least - many thankyous to chelsia, vanessa, min & nanthini for wishing me well to take care & stuffs and especially to drink lots of water XD haha and thanks chelsia, for coming down even though speech day would have bored you. XD but you didn't have to take pictures of me T.T haha i know you love me too much lahh! ;D I'll thank you more in the post for SYF after this wed hahahhaha. For now, take care of you sore throat kay! Nan too!

UP NEXT, DRAMA SYF!♥ -- WED, 11.40 AM @ ACJC!
I'm really looking foward to this, haha, coz debate's gonna come & support us, and we're missing 90% of school to be together (to get ready) AND SAKU, YOU MUST COME K! I TOLD YOU THE DETAILS ALREADY HORH!
ヽ(ﾟｰﾟ*ヽ)ヽ(*ﾟｰﾟ*)ﾉ(ﾉ*ﾟｰﾟ)ﾉ　ﾜｰｲﾜｰｲﾜｰｲ♪
after that we're gonna go celebrate together! haha and on friday, we're gonna spend time together again! haha. But I'm not sure of the full plan coz I left when they were planning.
I realised, I didn't really care what we were gonna do to celebrate even though I already had some plans in my head, and that's coz I'm still gonna be with EL what! YAYNESS..!

2009-03-22T16:26:00.004+08:00

I had this yesterday, second time eating yoghurt in my life
Coz I used to hate it XD
these were the reactions after one mouth of yoghurt:
MEI: EEE-YUCK! I'm never eating yoghurt again!
MUM: EEE-YUCK!
ME: MMM, NICEE! It's delicious..!
DAD: EEE-YUCK!

oh . school starts tomorrow.
This will be the last time I'll be posting till Sunday (maybe?).
heh. （;≧皿≦）。゜°。ううううぅぅぅ

Well, I've still got Maths Rev ex 3, Chinese, physics, 30% chem & 1/2 of english that are undone. ヽ(　￣д￣;)ノオテアゲー

I bet all those reading this must be feeling damn safe lahh.＼（〇-ｏ）／
haha, unless you're in a worser situation than I am.

anyway, kay then, nothing else to type.
Just wanted to use all the kao-mojis i discovered XD

TATA! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪

2009-03-21T15:56:00.003+08:00

I'm watching LITTLE MERMAID NOW :]
omg i miss those times. How I wash that fairytales are TRUE. ^^

I've still got loads of maths hmwk & 30%chem & physics & CHINESE. BLEUGH :/

ohh I really really really miss sec 3 el & chelsia & drama sessions!
If not for them I wouldn't have had the little excitement in me to want to go to school!
hahah i really really really love them XD

Suddenly I miss our trips to orchard & el outings & study groups. (=x_x=)
I just can't wait till SYF.
I want the coming week to be overrr alreadyy!
After SYF on wednesday, WE MUST GO OUT & CELEBRATE.
Go to the beach, go orchard, go syah's & mich's house, ANYWHERE.

With my eyes, I long for you
In my heart, I've found you
I can see the light that brightens me
I can't let go of the eternal happiness

- haengbok

If I could, I would lovee to miss everything I have this week.
Meetings & lessons & classes & rehearsals (not drama's).
Seriously, I'm only 15. FIFTEEN.
Life shouldn't be like this :/
I'm gonna go call syah. （ ´^ー^｀)ﾆﾔｧﾘ

2009-03-20T23:43:00.008+08:00

I am Chee Keong. I love ELDDS, women & super junior!

This whole week has been filled with DRAMA.
monday to thursday.

hate to say it but, we basically wasted our time on wednesday & thursday. we spent 65% of our time lazing around.
ESPECIALLY ON THURSDAY, we just slept, talked & ate.
Mr Sng didn't come & watch us till 11, when our main actress had already left.
I guess he was only interested to see the sec ones perform?
They were GOOD for first-timers btw.
BUT, im just wondering, what's the point of being so good if your character just sucks?!
some of them seriously need counselling on their attitude, there isnt a level of respect at all.

Wednesday me and nan went out to buy wall paint for our props.
After searching everywhere opposite school & it went like this:
joanne: hello, where are you?
me: opposite school.
joanne: there don't have! we searched there yesterday already. go pp. along macs the area there.
T.T
then at pp we met mirna, tanya & priya.
me&nan: do you know where to buy paint? wall paint.
....
priya: opposite school there should have.
"we searched everywhere already but don't have."
"along NTUC there should have. they have nippon paint there"
haha great. so we decided to eat our chipsmore on our way BACK there XD OISHII ;D
I'm just wondering what everyone else was doing during EL. haha.

this was on our way to michelle's house after drama, where we met mirna & priya too :]
can you see the four cuckoos in the reflection?
namely vanessa, nicolette, me & nan
I shall post about our outing at mich's house, after i get the photos from nan. ^^

Thurday, I was told to go buy the big can of paint this time. haha
Chelsia & Maeghan followed :]
we bought the 5litre cheapo white paint. WAH LAO, DAMN HEAVY.
I have this heavy-laughing diesase - i laugh when i carry heavy stuffs & end up dropping them.
It has happened MANY times already XD
OHH, then we went shopping at NTUC, bought snacks & KINDER JOY ^^

We were basically having a party at flos during el, while the sec ones were ACTING FOR US instead XD felt so bad ><
haha CHELSIA bought me & maeghan this DELICIOUS BLACKRREUNT + ALOE VERA BITS DRINK, so sweet of her. hahaha I LOVE YOU CHELSIA♥
VANESSA & NAN were sleeping on the bedd!! hahahaha.
then once, Ms Nyar (idk how to spell) & a few visitors came and we all had to quickly hide our food!
haha when she entered flos, she was like looking directly at the BED.
OH VANESSIE AND TOMOTHINI. hahaha.

anyway, we busily painted LEAH&CHEEKEONG's room. haha.
The minute i put the roller on to the "wall" & painted (rolled),
the white paint splattered onto my face! BLEUGH! =X
I even banged into "wall", so my hair also kena got paint D;
joanne: GO CHEE KEONG! BE A MAN..!
haha thanks joanne for the encouragement XD
Joannes says I'm too violent, so usually she stands at the back to hold onto the board in case it falls XD hahahaha.
OHYAH, I kinda ruined my instructor's tee. DX it's dirty with white paint..! thank goodness I wore the white shirt though, haha.

Anw, even though Mr Sng didn't come to watch us, & we should have practiced instead of slacked, we had a wonderful bonding time ♥

I think through our practices for SYF, i've seen changes in people:
Chelsia - she's working really hard for the play & she initiates practices for the 3 aunts too!
Joanne - also working really hard, she bothers to takes things into hand & settle props (when it's isis' duty) & help us out.
Sharizah - she's working really really really hard!
Nanthini - actually rushes us to get to CCA on time O.O
GOOD JOB EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO BOTHERED TO PRACTICE & COME :] I LOVE YOU ALL!♥

When school reopens, first week, i'll be busy like the tiny little ants i wish to SMASH.
I miss my sec three famaily-ai. DX

Now im gonna go sleep then get up at 4am to chiong hmwk. when school reopens, my life's gonna get hectic.
I just want an MC for another week! OR MAYBE ANOTHER MONTH.

P.S. I'm loving the way selina's starting to love BIGBANG. & being so nicee to send me songs ^^ hahahha.

2009-03-16T17:53:00.006+08:00

Maan, alot of the people's blog posts are all thank-yous for OAC!
nevermind, I special, hahhaa, School reopen then I give cards XD

Had leadership course in school today. haha tested for my personality!
Me and my sister are total opposites XD LOL expected lahh.
Can just tell from the way we work and our school results XD
It was so funny today, when Ariel and Ann found out that Sarah and I were sisters ;D

The OAIs found 2 windmills in the canteen today. So they made all the OALs who were in school to meet at the foyer at 12.10 to do a forfeit! O.O haha!
But I missed it, I went to join Drama for rehearsal :]

Leader Jie Shi tapped me and ran off today -.-" right.

Anyway, tmr I wanna go eat at pp macs!
Reason being I wanna ge the POKE BALL.
I saw so many at PP macs the other time and I wanted to collect them all ^^
SO tmr, I think I shall lunch with Vanessa and Chelsia hhaha. Nanthini has TLDDS i think D;

kay, i have to do maths now DX
there's so many homework and im so tired still! ><

OAC 2009

2009-03-15T20:31:00.005+08:00

Back from OAC'09!

I've read other people's blogs, haha, everyone's posted about OAC already!
I know I'm late a posting :/ I was so dead tired I just fangirled abit then slept XD haha suju's new album is back, HOT and SMOKING like 3/O!

People have alot to say about OAC, but I'm lazy. So just a short one will do :]
here:
Despite all the stress and nervousness, I got through OAC, together with my fellow OAIs, Leader's guidance, Teacher's advices and last but not least, GOD's Faithfulness.
During this period I really learnt to be independent and at the same time, lean on God.

It wasn't easy leading the sub-group of 3/O on my own, espececially when I didn't finish reading the proposals. I was at fault yea :/ But nonetheless, I got through it.
I realised all these aren't that difficult after all, it's just a matter of how I face the situation.
hahah I wish I could have been more calm >< But I LOVE 3/O.
I LOVE INSTRUCTORS.
I LOVE LEADERS.
I LOVE MISS POON.

honestly, knowing that miss poon cares so much for us (even though she's unreasonable sometimes) makes me wanna stay in the OAL board all the more.

All the sweat, blood(really), vege-smelling fingers & tears that we've experienced was all worth it. It was the first time I've sweat so much, endured so much blood and put up with being food-stinky! BUT even though I felt horrible during OAC, it doesn't matter anymore, because all the encouragement, love and strength that I've gained through this camp will last forever. The pain is only so short. and I'm proud of myself and all OAIs and OALs :]

SO funny, just last week we were complaining about OAC or like revising our skills and having meetings, but now, it's overrr and we've already been first-time instructors! we've already done our leading, our shouting and have sweat it all out. LIKE WOW o.O I'm already missing OAC.

Then again, I don't wish to go back in time and do this camp all over again, coz it's gonna be different and the memories won't be the same. It might be better, it might be worse. Who knows? So we'll just look foward to COALS'09 and OAC'10 ^^haha

kay, TATA for now, my sister wants the laptop.
kimchi loveee!

JGs prelim round 2

2009-02-27T22:55:00.007+08:00

firstly, CEDAR ELDDS DEBATE WON

TODAY'S DEBATE! ♥

We beat Cresent Girls'! YAY! HAHA! omg I love you girlssss mann! GERALDINE YOU ROCK ^^
but the 3rd speaker on the other side got the best speaker award. BUT WE STILL WON! HAHA!

okayy, updates! :] "downstairs" got pictures!

maths & SS common test, wasn't that bad. easier than I had expected XD thank goodness mann! And it was the first time I prayed so hard in along while=D hence, I managed to stay awake throughout! ehehe!

chemistry CT, omg, me and selina thought that isotopes have different numbers of protons.
DAMMIT, IM SO CARELESS....! x.X

physics CT, don't even want to talk about it.

But anyway as you can see, my performance gets worse and worse. heh. WHY? because of someone! not really lahh, gotta blame myself too D;

anw, today had belay school with 3M! OMG, FUN and tiring.
I realised belaying is tiring. haha XD and I got rope burn too. My skin between my thumb and forfinger TORE T.T But I just continued belaying, like bearing with the pain.
Actually, I didn't think it was that bad. I showed Alex when I got back to class and she was like: "OMG IT'S WORSE THAN MINE! NEED TO GO G.O.!!"
Then in the G.O., Ms Nyar (her name how to spell ah?) helped me put antiseptic cream and the dressing. As you know I scream alot, so I also wanted to scream when she was going to put the antiseptic. Then she was like " how to be instructor like that? Aiyo, you must act cool! show your campers that you're cool!". haha XD so i went like " okayy, I'm cool man! haha" and in the end, it didn't hurt! haha ALEX SCARE ME AH! she said antiseptic will hurt DX

then in class was so fun today!
During reading period, I was complaining to Selina about my mum. Then Rachel listened and gave her point of view. Then we started talking about going home late and about our mums. haha. we had an interesting talk today.
During English, Joline, Selina and Alex were talking about their views on how I sleep in class. haha! Rachel was guai guai sitting there and listening :]
So as you can see, We talk alot during Ms Lin's lessons. WOOPS..! XD

okayy, so regarding the first sentence of my post-
debators had JGs at ST. Joseph's Convent and we went there to support!

SEC3 DRAMA PEOPLE WENT TO SUPPORT! HAHA! FEEL THE SEC3FAMILY-AI LOVE !

AARTHI WAS THERE! HAHA OMG!
she couldn't recognise me coz od my hair, so she stared at me until she saw my namtag, then she went like, "OHHH~!! HII!!!" XD and she knew some of the hot guys there! OMG! Nanthini was so jealous =P

oh, Estee was there too! haha. she told me to try and take HCL. I want to, but it's not gonna be possible man. I'm already so failing my express chinese!

And Reka kept nodding her head when Joy and Jolene spoke.
Especially when Jolene was pointing out the mistakes of the other side. GO JOLENE! YOU SO PRO! And surprisingly, I can understand whatever our side was saying.
I'm so proud of Cedar debators, they're confident and assertive :]
me and nanthini kept whispering like, "yeah man!" with the hand gesture, ahah!

OH! MR ANIL WAS THERE TOO! at first, he sat at the cresent girls' side because his wife was on that side.
And me and sharianty wanted to throw paper aeroplane at him that says : MR ANIL YOU BETRAY US. haha!
We all just kept staring at him and saying like, Mr Anil, you bettter not clap for them ah!
During one of the breaks, when his wife left the room, he told us: "actually I came to support Cedar. But my wife is here so I have to sit with her." HAHA! So after the break, he sat on our side! HEHEHE!!!

oh, shameeta likes using 2B pencil. WOW. Im gonna buy 2B pencil and sharperner for her next time mann :]

anyway, the debators were really extremely happy! And we're happy for them too! YAY! ;D

I LOVE CEDAR ELDDS! WE ROCK! HEHE!

and michelle koh ahh, kept taking pictureswith my phone ._. kay, here they are, and look at how hardworking our geraldine is!! :

uhh, in case you were wondering, ger doesn't look wierd, she's actually practicing her speech and trying hard to memorise. but see lah! michelle keep disturbing her! XD haha

these bunch of funny and cute sec 3s (+ vanessie, shary and sharizah) , they make me happy every single day~! ♥

2009-02-22T15:36:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!
IT'S KIMCHI LOVEEE..! ♥
last night, my mum made kimchi soup for dinner! i had to stay home to study mah ._.
IT WAS DELICIOUS! but the paste was already pre-made in a packet lah, she just need to put in water and boil haha XD
but anw, she bought high-quality kimchi, and for the first time,
I SAY, IT'S DELICIOUS!
yumyumyummy! ♥
I just finished eating it again, for lunch. haha.
I had to stay home and study today, coz I havent studied for my common tests T.T

I finished- E maths. Revision only. heh :/ I'm very slow you know. hmph.
I'm gonna finish revision of SS after this.
THEN, I still have chinese and Physics homework!
Guess I'll stay up late, anw, I slept too much yesterday:] haha.
I think I won't do my japanese homework. But then I NEED to do. howw?
go to school early and do? do during recess? bleugh :[

ohh estherrr, you need to buck up mann!
I really need to study with someone, otherwise I can spend 4 hours revising only one chapter, & 70% of the time I'm being distracted :/

I think I'm gonna be on hiatus this whole week.
MISS ME! ;>

kay, before my dad comes and check on me,
TATA EVERYONE =D

2009-02-02T19:45:00.004+08:00

COMMON TESTS ARE IN 2 WEEKS TIME!!!!

stress ahhh...!
Jap test is the first, Amaths is the last. Both are my favourite subjects ^^

even yunho is just as stressed!!

Celebrated Geraldine's and Amreeta's Birthday today!! yay! But Geraldine wasn't there to finish up the cake though... DX we ate up all the cake! haha and Rachel wants me to buy her a small cake for her birthday too! LOL

Geraldine blowing!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Everyone eating! WHERE'S GERALDINE?!

MY MESSENGER KEEP HANGING! *#&@!?!(*#^!@
anyway, I'm gonna go stress myself now.
TATA!

2009-01-29T23:39:00.006+08:00

I'm pissed. I'm upset, disappointed and pissed at myself!
But that's today.
Tomorrow's gonna be much better, when school's over.

"Let my sweet voice become the vitamin for your day!"
♪U-know Yunho

happy chinese new year

2009-01-24T22:48:00.005+08:00

Award-winning Marble Cheesecake from Secret recipe! YUM! 《^‿^｡》

WHY HELLO!
okayy, I'm gonna make this short and sweet before I finish off SUJU FULL HOUSE ep 3 and get my beauty sleep ^^

FRIDAY! Chinese New Year Celebration!!
It didn't feel like chinese new year though, I mean, We didn't get to wear red & orange clothes like we did in sec 1 (& sec 2 maybe?). DX
And better still, school continued as per normal, NO HALF DAY! why oh why Mrs Ou Yang?!
but anw, ALIAH SANG! AWESOMEEEEEE..! ♪
Min and I could hear some of the sec 4s saying : "eh, her voice is good leh." haha!

OH, and my group -Me, Selina, Joline & Rachel- was suppose to write an english essay on LOVE, and so, we wrote about ________ I came up with the idea, so you guess?
Rachel & Joline learned more about me during the english lessons, haha, I think Rachel was traumatised by me mann! ehehe.

Today I had reunion dinner at Grandma's house with Aunty Angie and our dear cousins!
There were photos of us when we were still babies, and Aunty Angie took out Axel's baby photo and compared it with him! haha! so cute, he was bathing in the sink! Now he's so tall already XD
We laughed, yeah. THEN, it was my turn T.T Justin laughed like mad when he saw my baby photo -.-"

Today was fun, yep. Tomorrow, there's church. hmm. okayy.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
GOODNIGHT!
I want Isabel's & Cassandra's DBSK socks!......................!!!

2009-01-21T15:14:00.004+08:00

hahah, I've been thinking alot recently. What kind of person am I to other people? I feel like I'm just wierd, lousy and not noticeable DX

OH! then! I found this DBSK quiz on cassandra's blog, haha and I took it! I didn't know she was a DBSK fangirl! SO NOW, 3/O HAS 4 K-POP LOVERS!! wheee~!!

Which dbsk member are you? Your Result: Xiah Junsu Xiah Junsu? Well, let's see... You have a cute and adorable aura around you that people cant resist. You love cracking jokes and puns on the scene when there is obvious tension in the room. Cheering up is your specialty. You hate it when friends are fighting and tend to cry if they do. You would love to have a positive outlook on the world, because you are somewhat negative. You may seem like you're perfect but your not, just close. And just like junsu, you excell in schoolwork! YOU'RE A XIAH JUNSU!!!
Max Changmin
Hero JaeJoong
Micky Yoochun
U-know Yuhno
Which dbsk member are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

TADA! XIAH JUNSU!
BUT...
I don't believe the answer! SO WRONG! I'm not good at my studies you know! And I don't have a cute and adorable aura around me -.- that sounds more like RACHEL (3/O) ! I thought my answers were more yunho like XD guess I'm wrong!
So, I TOOK THE QUIZ AGAIN!

Which dbsk member are you? Your Result: Xiah Junsu Xiah Junsu? Well, let's see... You have a cute and adorable aura around you that people cant resist. You love cracking jokes and puns on the scene when there is obvious tension in the room. Cheering up is your specialty. You hate it when friends are fighting and tend to cry if they do. You would love to have a positive outlook on the world, because you are somewhat negative. You may seem like you're perfect but your not, just close. And just like junsu, you excell in schoolwork! YOU'RE A XIAH JUNSU!!!
Micky Yoochun
Hero JaeJoong
Max Changmin
U-know Yuhno
Which dbsk member are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

XIAH JUNSU AGAIN ! except that my percentage of being more changmin is lesser now T.T
I DID change some of my answers, like after thinking hard enough I guess? hmm. oh well! I guess this just can't be trusted! ONCE AGAIN, I DONT excel in my school work and doubt that I'm cute! SOMEONE! Take the quiz for meeeee using what you think of me!!!

okayy, so I'm gonna go do my work now! I'm so sad I can't do the EL board!!
GRRRR-AAAAHHHH!

2009-01-16T23:51:00.008+08:00

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK! GAAAAHHH~~!!!!

Jap classes are once a week now, so there's lots of homework to finish! and now that we're sec 3, we 're expected to know alot of kanji & vocab, hence, I URGENTLY NEED TO REVISE! T.T
and Mr Sng, I don't wanna change class!!! I'm gonna miss Debbie & Mary alot!! And my current sensei is super duper nicee and she's singaporean yet she is good at japanese, i like her alot too! BUT, I'm sacrificing because of SYF rehearsals, good of me right?! haha =D

"Life couldn't get better!" --- it's true, with wonderful friends & J/K-POP idols. hehe ^^
I'm feeding myself with feel-good medicine, obviously to feel good =D

Friday's reflections: People make dramatic changes over a short period of time, and they change for the worse or for the better. It's horrible when people change for the worse, it makes others really upset DX
I think I've grown to be more mature since sec 1, but yeah, I've also become worse in other aspects DX

I miss CHELSIA dear!! I haven't had a good talk with her in ages!! DX sad lah! we must go outt!!
and, sec 3 EL shall watch ponyo together too! hahah ^^

OH dear.... My eyes are dying! They're getting killed! They need to rest! But their evil mistress isn't doing anything about it, staying up so late :\ geez!

AZRI IS SO THOUGHTFUL! here's my birthday present from her!♥ SO NICEE RIGHT?! it's been resized to fit here ^^

THANK YOU AZRI!! I'm so sorry I only saw it now ><

Tomorrow Vanessa's coming over to study in the morning, then I'll be jogging with Nanthin at 5pm. haha AWESOME. A filled day doing useful stuffs! I'd better do what I'm suppose to be doing tmr mann!

anyway, I should really sleep now, haha, maybe after a video or something. oh well.
GOODNIGHT! ♥

2009-01-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

WHEEEE~! NO MORE!

FIRSTLY, thanks to those who wished me happy birthday on my tag board and everywhere else even if it can't be seen or heard. ^^

This year I cannot afford to slack at all! Too much stuffs to do! Everyday got OAI meeting! haha! and then, everyday there's maths homework! then, there's the stress of collecting maths homework! bleugh..!
OMG, I need to have more temper control, like immediately!! DX
But I become happy easily too! I can like straight away forget that I'm angry! ask me sister & you'll know! ^^

OHH! but one thing good, I'm 100% in love with SUPER JUNIOR!!! kyaaahahah ♥
AND, I've been inspired by Mr Yau to LIVE, BREATHE & EAT chinese for two months! 《◕‿◕｡》

There were ELDDS auditions today. I can't disclose anything. It was funn! I loved it! To be able sit there and judge ^^ teehee!

hmm, what else, lemme see... 3 O's getting better? yepyep! =D
Class life is getting better for me ^^ I can be more open now, yay me!
I think I freak people out with the way I'm acting these days, especially towards new friends whom I try to socialise with! haha! someone actually told min that "Esther is very random!" or something like that.

HAHHA am I really that wierd?! hehe I DUNNO! ok.

GOODNIGHT!
I'm so tired, and HOORAY! there's no chinese tmr!!! ♥

2009-01-09T23:49:00.007+08:00

I'M FIFTEEN!!

Today I celebrated my brithday with sec 3 eldds + Vijaya & my family! ^^
and, I'm an OAI too! YAY! It's like a birthday present to me from the leaders ><

There was suppose to be a surprise for me, but I spoilt it because, Vanessa: "aiyo, why you so smart, now you've ruined your surprise!"

hahah not that I ruined it, I couldn't find any of the eldds members! I thought there wasn't gonna be a surprise in the end and was kinda sad DX BUT, it turned out they couldn't find my class coz my class had been shifted! haha!

SO, they sang me happy birthday with shary and michelle by my two sides holding huge photoframes, guess what when they turned the photo frame around?! I SCREAMEEDDDD!!! KYAAAHHHH! one photo frame was filled with our level photos, the other was filled with my idol photos!! haha I screamed mainly because I saw Jonghun's facee XD hahah! BUT, I WAS REALLY HAPPY TO SEE BOTH FRAMES! OMG. they're really sweet, I didn't even know how they did all these within TWO days! They had to go all the way to IKEA to buy the frames & developing photos isn't cheap too. haha! I'm so happy!! REALLY! I started crying like mad after awhile, haha.

LOOK AT THE PHOTOS IN THE FRAMES!! My sister gave me A teddy Bear, A cute card AND a wonderful notebook! THANKS LOADS!

everyone helped with pasting!

Vanessa & Geraldine selected the photos

Nanthini & Syahirah selected the photos

Syahirah edited this! haha

OHH! AND, ALIAH IS AS AWESOME, she got a few people to write my happy birthday wishes at the back of the picture she drew of me last year XD hahha! Even Leader Jane wrote on it! THANK YOU (clockwise) Aliah, LSM, Lingyi, Rachel Toh, Min, Rachel C, Beaunice, Leader Jane, Qin Yuan, Shazwani !

♥Vijaya was such a sweetie! she gave me her most treasured item, and her letter was so sweet ^^ THANK YOU VIJAYA 《◕‿◕｡》!

clockwise: Nanthini (the message is behind Ueda's photo), Min, Sharianty, My sister.

MIN gave me fake roses! haha! but it's very nicee! So are the chocolates! She's the first to give me the presents! thanks!♥ andd I'm so tempted to play with the party stuffs that she bought XD Qin Yuan gave me an arm rest ♥ Selina gave me a much needed red marker that can be used to mark my homework too! ♥ Shi Hui gave me chocolates! ♥

thenthenthen, when in class I went to collect my funfair coupons, Ms Lin whispered "Happy Birthday Esther!". And I was like "uhh, HUH?! Oh ok, thank you!" LOL! then just as I turned to walk back to my seat, my class sang me a birthday song! Totally unexpected! haha AND, I didn't know what to do too XD I just walked back to my seat XD MY CLASS IS SO SWEET ♥

Okayy, thank you everyone who has wished me! Happy 2009!

2009-01-02T23:49:00.006+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!

I'm sitting next to SELINA! again, only, this time we're table partners ><

I've made some new friends too!

haha uhh, those people whom I find cold were those whom i talked to today!
haha, they're actually NICEE ^^

Like one of them talked to me & I was completely stunned! I just stared at her and didnt say anything, so she had to repeat herself. And I just smiled and replied "yeah, yeah,haha." haha, I always act like that with people i dunno! totally showing my unfriendliness!
I'm so embarrassed D;

I went Nan's house with Syah after COALs meeting today. haha.

Met Olivia & Jolie at KOVAN! YAY!

AND, I met Phillida too, with 2 other PL girls & a guy. OMG, she's totally like some dark princess lah please. Wave to her then she just turn away like she dunno me. I went up to her and said, "HI PHILLIDA" and she like, "OH, Esther".

LIKE WTH?!?!!

nevermind, she just made people disgusted with her. haha SYAH was! LOL

Anyway, fangirled at Nan's house.

KYAHHH! I LOVE HANKYUNG! he's from China, but he's HOT and NICEE.

HEECHUL + HANKYUNG = Hanchul♥

Heechul is a total SWEETIE, and ofc, also a MEAN BABY. kyahahhah!

okayy, I'm gonna read manga, then SLEEP! tmr we're celebrating ah ma's birthday! YIPEEE!

goodnight!

2009-01-01T04:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

GET WELL SOON HONGKI! ♥

Watchnight was....kinda boring. Anyway, I wish I could be like bel! Just go home halfway if she wants to!
I didn't really go up to greet anyone happy new year. HEH. I wasn't in the mood, so wrong of me.
I dont feel like it's HAPPY new year. I didn't feel like it was christmas exactly one week ago. HEH.

I'm still awake. haha.
I don't wanna sleep. But I'm lost at doing my chinese review. I'm just doing other stuffs.
Siao liao! Alright, I shall change my blogskin. Yeah man. ^^

My first recess of 2009 will be spent with Geraldine ^^ I've set my goals and plans for 2009 already too. I hope everything goes well 《◕‿◕｡》

2008-12-31T07:06:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna make this quick, sorry. haha.
I'M DONE WITH MY LJ LAYOUT! yay! haha on my own! with syah teaching me everything yesterday! WEE!
I'm not that dumb afterall ^^
now just left the banners and backgrounds. haha.

BUT, im gonna go sleep soon. AFTER watching the shinee amigo HQ vid. I love HQ, it's so clearr... haha. AND, the song is awesome. OMG.

ohh! I HAVE TO IMPROVE ON MY LANGUAGES MANN. all three. I'm losing out badly, like seriously. I mean i feel like a loser when I don't understand -.- But how? memorise the dicitonary?! I attempted before, but no way. haha. i'll think abt it as i sleep. haha ok.

goodmorning! zZz.

2008-12-31T05:12:00.002+08:00

OHAYO!

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE, CLARABEL!!

haha I miss you bel! haha and I know you miss your doggie ._.

Anyway, I'm up early again! I woke up at 4+. haha.

And gosh you know, I was so badly hurt yesterday, after hearing bad comments on shinee's amigo. UGH!
&#*!(#&$@
yeah, so I'm gonna watch the video again to feel happy ^^

And, I think I might just delete this blog, idk. I mean, once my lj is up, fangirling stuffs will go there, and it'll be hard to keep two blogs right? besides, i dont view people's blog often so people wont view mine. ><

anyway, I'm missing Syah and Nan and Min already! And VANESSA, COME BACK SOON?! I wanna swim at Vijaya's house again!!

okayy, I shall go off now. oh yeah, and i might start pic spamming im not sure, haha coz I love tinypic.com!

JAA, NE!!!

2008-12-30T19:47:00.007+08:00

HELLO!

I'm bathed and back from nanthini's. haha.
Today, I walked alot:

my house to heartlandmall.

heartlandmall to nan's house.

nan's house back home.

home to nan's house.

nan's house back home.

EXERCISED! haha ^^
I met alotta people too. Jia Xuan, Ee Lin, AND MR SOH (church caretaker). WHOA. wierd to see him there. haha.

It was so fun at nan's house today watching all the vids XD
We watched loads of DBSK (&old johnny jrs & suju). haha.

I'm starting to like YUNHO & YUNSU ALOT.

Not yet jaejoong, i dunno why. hmm :\

And I'm sorry but I like yoochun's every hairstyle, even if it looks like taemin's because it's cut in a way to fit him even if it looks like tae's.

They're all so sexy. and their fanservice is AWESOMEEE. LIKE, it's what I want to see "live" after reading all those _____ fanfics! if only maru & ueda would do things like that ^^ BUT never will I want NEWS like that, except KOYASHIGE.

OHH there wasn't enough time for us to fangirl today too D;

BECAUSE we were all late, late, late >< Syahirah was suppose to meet at my house at 9, but ended coming at 11+.

THEN SO, we took a long time trying to find nicee layouts for me, so we went to nan's house at 2+ instead of 1/ GEEZ! and i still haven't chosen a layout DX

(omg! *SCREAMS* I just heard the theme song for "ON AIR" on TV! It's a song by F.T Island! I feel like a failure coz i dunno the title D; but anw that's coz all my titles are in korean language ._.)

and, SYAHIRAH is AWESOMEEE! LIKE, she knows everything. haha and she said she's gonna help me! haha. And since today was too short, we're planning to fangirl together again on Friday! Crash @ nan's placee! YAY. We screamed like mad in nan's room today! Her mum must be wondering why we're all screaming and talking about gays. omg.

anyway, I've been feeling like a failure & i know it. heh. I'm determined to do my best in my STUDIES & FANDOM. BUT, let's see whether I can be disciplined enough!
someone, help meeee!!!

I'm gonna step&go, jaa,

GOODBYE^^

OHAYO!

2008-12-30T07:00:00.005+08:00

GOOD MORNING WORLD! it's 7am now! ^^

haha, I (finally) managed to wake up early to start on my english news article! yay me!
And this time, I took less than half an hour to wake up! ;D

haha, BUT, I still haven't found a suitable article because I've only got one messed up newspaper with me, the rest are outside my room & I dont wanna go out XD haha even syahirah finds my living room scary when it's dark!

I had such a hard time trying to connect to the internet (by tapping into someone else's) AND FINALLY it automatically connect by itself ^^

Last night I went to watch THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL! KYAAAHAHHAHHAHA! Keanu Reeves is such a hottie! KYAAHHAHAHHAH! He's SO HOT, SO HOT >< ! AND, Jennifer Connolly is so beautiful, especially when the white light shines on her! haha anyway, the movie wasn't as unexpected as like what shary told me, haha, I kinda expected what was gonna happen. My dad said they combined the ten commandments and the plague in the bible. He meant the robotic ant like thinggy that eats up everything. haha. It was scary to be eaten up from inside out mann, and there was this other hot guy who died too! so sad DX HE WAS A GOOD GUY!! D;

SYAHIRAH'S COMING OVER TO MY HOUSE AT 9AM LATER!! she's gonna help me with my lj account! GAAAHHHH I LOVE YOU SYAH! YAY!! But I've gotta get my parents outta of the house before she comes man! my mum doesnt like me meeting people anymore T.T FINE! I SHALL FINISH MY HOMEWORP >=P

omg, Kame is so freaking hot.

I'm gonna step & go, jaa,
goodbye earthlings ^^

2008-12-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

I FEEL DARN ACCOMPLISHED:

#1 Bought Jan issue of Potato - POTATO MAX (yay!! KT posters too! and JE boys' x'mas greetings)

#2 Bought Tsubasa Book 19 & 20! (omg yay! I had to wait 1 year for 17 and another year for 18 ya know!)

#3 Completed a friend's x'mas card! It's one of the best cards I've ever made!

#4 Bought FOUR new blouses that I really REALLY like!

I've also memorised half of Suju's members to be able to match their faces! YAY! I didn't have to memorise though, just watch more vids will do!

During offering in church today, I suddenly suffered from JONGHUN&GUITAR ACHE! omg I kept replaying in my head how he looks hot and swings around with his guit >< !

so I can't get enough of Shinee and F.T island, yet Min is making me go mad over Suju with Don't Don! NICE. haha but it's okayy, I lovve heechul's dangerously hot RED HAIR! (yikes!)

I STILL have a lot of homework to do. SO, i shall start now.

kay, JAA NE!

2008-12-27T18:41:00.006+08:00

Hello~!

I just read an awesome one-shot! There wasn't much of that kind of excitement =(

haha but it's still niceee! I just don't like the fact that nakamaru was a girl! ><

haha, I'M GOING TAKA LATER!! i think. January issues are out and I'm gonna go grab them! haha! and I wanna hop over to HMV at The Heeren to find Shinee or F.T Island CDs!

you know, I lovee Sya's lj! IT'S AWESOME!

and I can't get enough of Onew's voice!

and Taemin's cuteness!

and Minho's charm!

*flails*

Alright, gotta go! There's church tmr! sigh, i still have loads of homework to complete! which I totally fail at accomplishing. >=(

JAA NE!

2008-12-26T14:04:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

I'm in school now, using sya's laptop XD I'm suppose to be studying now though XD haha. ohh, buddy is here too! =D

okayy, gonna fangirl somemore ^^ haha.

JAA NE~!

2008-12-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

RIGHT. This blog has been in hibernation for too long already! so anyway, here's what's happening:

LAST WEEK

sunday - returned from vietnam
tuesday - I RECEIVED MY CDs! OMG! I LOVEEE THEM! YAY!
wednesday - sec 2 el family outing! (but only me, sya and vanessie went to michelle's house DX) still it was fun! and it was my first time watching an R-rated movie! well, and vanessie didnt know it was R rated at first XD thursday - piano, piano, piano
friday - Visit to Vijaya's house! ULTRA FUN!
saturday - help out with carolling....
sunday - baked cookies

THIS WEEK

monday, what did i do? hmm. OHH, i lazed around at home -.-" there was suppose to be indigo outing! with only 5 out of 11 indigo members and 2 out of 4 instructors. heh. then out of the5, i re confirmed whther they're all going, matilda has psl stuffs, shaz can only stay for 2 hours, preethi is broke so might not come, saranya is MIA. SO HOW?! yeah...CANCELLED. then I was supposed to do my work, BUT, with so many distractions, LIKE RIGHT NOW, yeah, i didn't do much.

then YESTERDAY! WHEEEE~! I held my christmas party at my housee! yipee! those who attended: Min, Vanessa, Rachel, Qin Yuan, Syahirah, Sharianty and Nanthini!! haha. THANKS FOR COMING!!!!

others couldn't make it DX otherwise we could have more luck with finishing the food! all of us only had one piece of pizza and felt damn full. I tell ya, it's because of the gassy drinks!! and we still had another box of pizza and alot of otah uneaten mannn! we talked about sick stuff and did dirty dares too! hahah SO FUN! Next year I'm so gonna have another one, with the same people and more! hehe.

THEN THEN THEN, SYAHIRAH, I LOVEE YOUUUU! she sent to me SHINEE's AMIGO MV! omg! SYAH, you are LOVEE! andandand, I didn't even know she was an icon freak! i mean, whoa, so creative! OMG, and i love her lj acc! she's gonna help me do up mine too! hahah i freakin do not understand lj and i dont have photoshop DX but i love lj better than blogger XD my lj will solely be for fangirling only though, so no one here is gonna know the address for my lj acc XD

I LOVE SHINEE. I LOVE CHRISTMAS. I LOVE TAEMIN AND MINHO! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! I'M IN LOVEE BABY! but, it doesnt feel like it's christmas eve today DX oh well =D I'm gonna eat my breakfast now, after waiting for one hour mann! my teeth hurts from the tightened retainers! DX

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCEE!

2008-12-10T21:10:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna type this, the facebook way... haha "ESTHER IS" 10 times.

ESTHER IS wondering whether you'll be there for her when she wants to bitch about someone.

ESTHER IS leaving on SIA, 4 days and I'll be back again, so miss me and wait for me. (tomorrow)

ESTHER IS getting annoyed.

ESTHER IS waiting for cheerful sensibility to download finish

ESTHER IS not wanting to sleep

ESTHER IS running out of things to type.

ESTHER IS wondering when her CDs will arrive..

ESTHER IS watching her mum use facebook

ESTHER IS viewing KT photos. (Kame is looking hot XD)

ESTHER IS gonna say byebye!

ACCOMPLISHED.
JAA NE!

I <# MY MEI MEI

2008-12-05T23:31:00.005+08:00

My sister's new blog http://www.perfect---symmetry.blogspot.com/
PLEASE VISIT IT. haha the first post is about ME! YAY ME! read it!! I LOVE IT <#
it's about ME what XD

I dunno what to say about the post, haha, I'm stunned, seriously, I told her I wouldn't blog anything about her here though XD so bad right? LOL. OH BUT I HAVE TO SAY THIS,
Vanessa and I went J8 not long ago, and then we saw this capsule with the keychain that I'm totally in love with, but I didnt have money so I couldn't buy. I desperately wanted it so both my mum and sister knew about it XD then my sister went J8 and she saw it! But sadly, there were none left, so she decided to get this other keychain which she found was freakingly cute! haha and she bought it for me, after going to many shops to try and get coins =D I fell in love with the keychain, haha, it's a POOH BEAR MUSHROOM!! no matter how much i liked the other one, I didn't want it anymore, XD I treasure what my sister gave me, and now, it's on my handphone. haha NO ONE ELSE WOULD EVER REPLACE MY SISTER OR MY LOVE FOR MY SISTER no matter how annoying, naughty and evil she can get ^^

So, I studied with Rachel Toh at MOELC today. haha. I had to smuggle her in XD OH the hello kitty show at J8, IT'S SO CUTE! I wanted to watch finish, haha, but Rachel looked like she didn't want to XD so we didnt, LOL. haha but we turned to watch the last part, where there was snow, hahahaha. OH, I fell in love with jigsaw puzzles again, knowing that I can play it online! haha. then I saw the librarian playing it too! so I talked to her about it, haha, and she gave me this website to play it http://www.jigzone.com/ DAMN COOL!

so today, after studying, I came home, and then I watched RYUSEI NO KIZUNA and PLAYED JIGSAWS! amazingly, I don't cry anymore when I watch sad stuff, even when I read my sister's blog XD But inside, I really wanna cry, but my eyes are just, SO DRY...

and I'M SO DEPRESSED! I HAVE NOT EVEN RECEIVED MY WHITE X'MAS CD AND EVERYWHERE ON YOUTUBE YOU CAN FIND THE PV AND THE MAKING.... DX WHY?! now, it seems unfair to people who have bought the CD+DVD..heh, but nevermind! Like what MIN said, it's the feeling of ownership =D speaking of her, SHE DECIDED TO GO FOR THE CHALET, HAHA, GOOD.

I'M GASPING OVER MARU'S HAIR IN THIS VID!!!

http://www.veoh.com/videos/v16691887scCFtRhJ
something wrong with the code again T.T So I can only link.... I'm so gonna give up on blogger if this contiues...

alright then, I'm gonna play more jigsaw, JAA NE! ^^

2008-12-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

okayy actually, I typed a long post about the puzzle here, but it was deleted -.- FINE!

so anyway, I COMPLETED THE PUZZLE! YAY ME.
I did it while listening to White X'mas. haha I love the song. And since I did a JINDA puzzle white such a slow and nice song, the mood felt so jinda! ^^

alright, that's it, I'm not gonna type whatever I typed just now, haha.

I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED! =D

2008-12-04T23:03:00.006+08:00

I can't study!!! I seriously can't! For the whole of today, I only, SLEEP, EAT. PLAY PIANO, WATCH TV & USE COMPUTER. I'll be as dead as Rachel Toh I tell ya. But anyway, we'll be studying together tmr, I'm gonna smuggle her into MOELC XD hehhehheh. =D

1. I read this Kameda fanfic, OMG, SO HOT. It's R-rated lahh, yea, that's why.

2.Then, I watched Truth PV and some vids, AIBA looks good in truth, BUT ONLY in truth. haha. hmm <#

3.I went to LJ, then I wanted to read more fics, then somehow I just typed in "JINDA".
Everytime I watch Jinda fanvids, I feel so sad I wanna cry. Why do fangirls make their love look so pathetic?!

4.someone createad a jigsaw puzzle of Jinda, and it's one of my most favourite Jinda Picture ^^ haha.

(I wanted to upload it here, but there's something wrong with the code, so I just linked it DX)

http://five.flash-gear.com/npuz/puz.php?c=v&id=3203178&k=87011806 => credits: shino_ueda@lj

5.Yipee! I'M GONNA TRY IT OUT NOW!

2008-12-03T22:20:00.004+08:00

OMG! okayy, I NEED TO BLAB ABOUT THE WHITE X'MAS PV!

IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!

UEDA IS SO CUTEEE! TOO CUTEEE! my heart will just po right out i wanna kiss his head like he's a little boy.. REALLY! He's showing his childish side this time! AND, I LOVE WHAT HE'S WEARING! really! again, I'm back to the Ueda style~! this time, Maru is wearing like a suit, ahah so not my type XD sadly. but it looks charming ^^ UEDA looks too cute for words, and too beautiful~

KAME is, like you know gazing here and there, thinking, but the camera sometimes shoots him for like 3 secs gazing at something, so it makes him look like a blurr sotong XD haha

JIN, omg, I want his present! It's like he's gonna propose like that! OMG!!

MARU's hair isn't cut yet! in the PV! he hasn't cut it yet! dammit, gonna be the last PV with his boyish hair... DX he looks good

KOKI, makes it seem so depressing....I dont really like it though..you make me feel depressed!

JUNNO...he's just so charming..haha

I really feel like crying just watching the vid and listening to it. I find it emotional. and the santa claus, when UEDA looked out of the window at the santa claus, the santa claus look so poor thing.. I feel like giving him a big hug! Thanks to their acting, their gazes, their voices in unison, the song, makes me wanna cry can!

I can't wait for my CD! I just can't wait! I'll be watching it like mad!!!

2008-12-03T19:06:00.010+08:00

HELLO. okayy, I've been gone for only, THREE days and so many things happened! I'm not gonna name all XP

#1 YESTERDAY I RECEEIVED AN EMAIL FROM YESASIA. LOOK:

Dear Esther Goh,
Thank you for shopping with YesAsia.com, the No.1 Online Asian Entertainment Store.
Your order (Order Number: ....) was successfully shipped on [Dec 02,2008], and you should be receiving it shortly. ...

OMG! DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM?!?!

#2 TODAY I SAW KAT-TUN'S PERFORMANCE ON MS!! WHITE X'MAS! YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY I WENT?!?!
MY HEART COULD HAVE JUST POPPED OUT!

KAME: Your hair is looking good yo~

JIN: WHY THE SPECS?! but it's okay, you look HOT in the PV.

JUNNO: OMG! YOU CUT YOUR HAIR?! you look like CHANGMIN AGAIN!!! and wearing that white suit, you look SUPER LIKE PRINCE CHARMING!

KOKI: Shave your hair dearie! I like it shaved XD not this!

UEDA: You'll always be beautiful in my eyes no matter what lah huh, haha, YOU BEAUTIFUL, I'd kiss you if i were there XD

MARU: WHY YOU CUT YOUR HAIR! OMG everytime I look at you I wished you'll NEVER EVER cut your hair..but you did.. It wouldnt really suit your taste of clothes and you wouldnt look as charming anymore, you've got a rougher look now! which totally isn't you! But it's okayy, I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT =D

so overall the song was beautiful even though I've listened to it so many times XD watching the live performance is better! The first few stanzas until the chorus were like AKAME, they sang together, gosh it's wonderful~ and OMG when everyone sang together at the end, it was like, BEAUTIFUL! My DREAM (not really) CHIRSTMAS! It's my best X'mas so far! I LOVE YOUR PRESENT KT! <#

OKAY, I love MOELC library! hahah, It's such a wondderful place to be in to study XD I like the librarian alot! She's so nicee! She even treated everyone to lunch today! at the ITE next door XD and THANK YOU SHI HUI! for accompanying me today!

haha ohh, MIN is so going crazy over DBSK..STUDY HARD MINNIE! hahah XD and me too, I need to study for JLPT ne...and I want to play neopets! and watch RNK!

okayy then, JAA NE! ^^

2008-11-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

I FINISHED MY REFLECTIONS.

Now watching the anime "the girl who leapt through time" with my sister =D it's so cool! But someone is about to die, SAD DX

Okayy, my family went for passion night just now.

OH. did you know that there's this musical called MENOPAUSE? haha wierd.

THAT'S IT, i wanna type more but I wanna watch , so, JAA NE!

and 知念、お誕生日おめでとう！！

2008-11-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

I officially declare that today is the first time I actually dislike East Coast Park. Sad to say :\
It was crowded today because it is a Saturday. AND, you know, many things happen on a Saturday. SEE?

haha so yeah. unless it's not crowded, otherwise East Coast Park is no longer top on my outing list ><

[x] I LOVE CYCLING.

ohh me and my sister saw this funny thing today! An indian guy (i think) cycling with this and moh guy sitting in front of him looking very gay. When I say(type) sitting infront I mean, both butts sharing the same seat XD It was WIERD.

[x] I suddenly wanna ride the roller coaster!

okayy, so I'm suppose to be doing COALs reflections but after more than one hour I haven't typed more than half a page T.T HOW??!

I'm gonna sleep! And think about INDIGO OUTING and SEC TWO EL FAMILY OUTING . and outing with my own people XD

goodnight!

2008-11-29T15:37:00.002+08:00

WAITING FOR YOU IS LIKE WAITING FOR MY BREAKFAST TO DIGEST
By the time breakfast is digested, lunch is already on it's way.

I'm gonna make this quick. THAT up there, refers to my sister handing me the computer to write my COALs reflections. by the time it's handed back to me, my dad calls to say he'll pick us up in ten minutes time -.-

so, i was happily having lunch and then I started "hyperventilating" and pointing ahead that I scared the cleaner who came to clear our table. And the reason for my craziness, I SAW THE KUROSAGI MOVIE VCD DIRECTLY OPPOSITE ME. IT'S JUST THERE! LIKE THERE! IN A SHOP that I never thought rented Jap shows! OMG! OMG! OMG!

hehehe (triple hot esther! XD)

so okayy, gotta get ready to leave the house now. I'm off to EAST COAST PARK!

2008-11-27T11:30:00.004+08:00

I'm sad to say, but I am back, will be here for the rest of my life~ (to the tune of the song that I can't remember)

haha. YES. I'm back from COALS CAMP! At first, I dreaded going, but now, I don't wanna leave!

And the toilet, yes, the male toilet had cutains! hahahaha! =D But even if i bathe, awhile later I'm super sweaty and sticky again, then I have to sleep like that =/ BUT, it was a great experience! haha

Even though I could have been more courageous, haha BUT AT LEAST I PERSEVERED! I took super long to do the high elements coz I was super duper scared, haha, I kept having the thought of telling the instructors to LET ME DOWN, but I didn't, I finished all the way to the end! Same goes for rock climbing and abseiling! haha! But I felt so bad to the instructors coz during the high elements that had to hang on to my rope for so long and they had to pull very tight in order to assure me that I won't fall! XD

My group member heard Instructor Shao Min say " I don't care! I'm going to make her stand!" and then she pulled the rope super tight! haha But I still couldn't stnad coz then I'll fall backwards XD
and then I hear Instructor Mardhiyyah say "WAHH, Look at my hand, I pull until so tight" or something like that lahh, haha. oops, SSORRY INSTRUCORS!

And for rock climbing, I had to rest twice coz I relied on my arm stength instead of my leg strength, so I felt so guilty beacuse Instrucor May had to hold my weight while I rested up there, haiyyahhh.. SO SORRY!!

Anyway, campfire night was the best! haha Bravo's song was cool! haha! andandand, I couldn't really remember the campfire songs so Icouldn't sing DX WAHHHHHHHH! and the Leaders (sec 4) had to give a 1-minute talk on monkeys as a forfeit XD and Instructor Alicia had to make a proposal to Mr Chue as a forfeit too! hahah! She went like this while on the gorund" Mr Chue, here's my proposal (holding a file) ....something something..please return it to me tmr....blahh..." haha I couldn't remember but it was so smart! haha XD

Night walk was funn too!!! really! haha I wasn't that scared of ghosts anymore, but more scared of whether I'll hit something, haha XD and Instructor Stella kept telling us like, "Do you all know that you're on the high elements now? Can't you feel that you're standing on air?" hahah so funny!!

Okayy, so basically, the whole camp was fun, and exciting, and enriching, no matter how dirty and aching we were and how frustrating it can sometimes get when it comes to group discussions and stuff, haha but I still love indigo! haha!

OHH. THE LAST DAY! When instructors were having their own debrief and stuff, THE CAMPERS WENT WILD! haha XD we wanted to do 2N banja but ended up doing random banja beacuase random people started joining us XD we went " WE LOVE RANDOM WE LOVE RANDOM! WE LOVE RANDOM WE LOVE RANDOM!" haha. andandand we also did the EL BANJA! "......EL HEY! EL HO! ..." HAHA. and because only five of us did it, we were spinning like mad! NAN fell and pulled me along, then as i sat and watch the world swirl by, I saw SYA, MICHELLE and SHARY swirling around with their heads spinning! haha they were dizzy too! LOL! we looked so retarded! hahahahhaha! then NANTHINI carried me! haha I scareamed!!!!

hahaha ohh! Indigo combined with the other groups and did A THOUSAND-LEGGED WORM together! haha so fun!! Then Indigo did alot of jump shots together and with our instructors and then with a teacher beacuase she thought it was so fun! LOL XD

I have so much more to say but I shall stop here XD hahah. But my life with Indigo doesn't end here! =D
so, OFF TO WATCH RYUSEI NO KIZUNA! =D

Day before COALs Camp!

2008-11-23T17:46:00.005+08:00

FEELING MISERABLE. haha but definitely NOT about camp! ^^
TOMORROW IS COALs CAMP! so fast ne....

I can't wait! I'm excited about the sleeping part, XD, haha coz it's the best time for INDIGO to bond! YAY!
But I'm damn nervouse and scared about the part where we have to make use of our skills! WHY? coz I'm still confused and have not learnt finish yet! HEH. Therefore, I'm gonna study it RIGHT NOW.

and I'm also scared that I can't shower finish on time! AND MOST OF ALL, I'm afraid that the curtain might drop or someone might pull it open when I'm bathing! (YIKES!) OR WORSE, I'M MADE TO SHOWER IN THE MALE TOILET! NEVER!!! But fret not! God will protect ME =D hehehe ^^

haha. have I mentioned? "White X'mas" is such a beautiful song na~ but I kinda regret buying the CD XD oh well, I can't do anything about it anymore since I can't cancel the order beacause I forgot my password -.-" THEREFORE, I shall just hope that the CDs have NOTHING WRONG WITH THEM =D

ALRIGHT, say goodbye and good luck to me! =] haha I'll start posting again after watching dramas and getting enough rest after camp! hehe Coz it'll be TWO AND A HALF DAYS SHUT OFF FROM IDOLS AND COMPUTER AND MUSIC! DX

JAA NE! <#

Dragonboating

2008-11-18T23:53:00.006+08:00

Little Esther is TIRED.....

I just ended my beautiful reflections! haaha. here's a sneak preview of it:

"Overall, Little Esther has enjoyed herself very much and hopes that Indigo will go dragonboating together as a group outing next time :) "

Apparently it's the ending sentence XD haha! gotcha! I wrote it in a form of a story, cool huh? HEHE!

Alright, I WAS feeling high, but now my eyes are so tired!! Anyway, it was fun today! REALLY. THANK GOODNESS we didn't capsize! I was so afraid of that!! OH, I love playing with the water! haha. When bailing water out of the boat, I attempted to throw the water in the pail at GLENNIS/ALIAH's boat, BUT, I threw the water at myself instead T.T and the GUY instructor of their boat went to tell my boat the GUY instructor, and I was SUPER DUPER EMBARRASSED. sheesh!

Min says that "little esther" sounds odd! haha does it? If it does then I'm gonna change the reflections! hahaa. Actually it doesn't feel right to hand up such a story to the insturctors DX HOW???

OH, we had lunck at KFC with the instrucors! YAY. then got trashed by Instructor Jane and Instructor Stella at the National Staduim. Actually we should have just stayed at the National Stadium and do our work there! It's so quiet and peaceful and nice and has fresh air! But the indigolets felt that it's too depressing DX (yeah man! we're THE INDIGOLETS!)

So we went to PREETHI's house AT TAMPINESE. Instead of doing the flag, we had a trashing session! It felt G-R-E-A-T! I loved it! haha since I had so much to say XP It's my 2nd trashing session in my entire life! COOL! haha I felt a sense of belonging and warmth just now, I mean, INDIGO gathered together so late at PREETHI's house talking happily and having so much fun together... I LOVEEE IT! I LOVEEE THIS KINDS MEETINGS. haha <#

On my way home on the MRT, there was this guy stalking me! SERIOUSLY! thank goodness he got off at the stop before me! HEHEHE!!

OMG! YAMAPI JUST SAID "AMAZING KISS" IN SNOW EXPRESS!
That's right! I'M LISTENING TO NEWS' LATEST ALBUM TO BE RELEASED TOMORROW! HAHA, EH WAIT, IT'S LIKE RIGHT NOW? NEWS おめでとう！(congratulations NEWS!) I can't wait to receive my album! but I ordered on yesasia.com, I hope there wouldn't be any cracks or scratches! Isabel's mirotic album had a fraking crack! I'D CURSE MY HEAD OFF IF I SEE A SINGLE SCRATCH OR CRACK!
Anyway, the songs are not bad, EXCEPT that there are some songs that sounds like the songs by young japanese female group singers! I think like the band C-UTE. I DON'T LIKE IT LIKE THAT! AS IN, MATURED GUYS SINGING LIKE THAT?! Maybe last time I would think it's cute, especially since I liked CHIRARIZUMU alot, but the two songs in the album sounds different yet somewhat similar to chirarizumu. AND THERE IS A RYO SOLO?!! NEVERMIND, I'LL GET OVER ALL THESE. HAHA.

okayy, tmr, 9am at Tampinese MRT to go PREETHI's WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL HOUSE! It's so homely can! and then at 1pm study with VANESSA at my house void deck =D
funfunfun!

JAA NE!

2008-11-14T16:05:00.004+08:00

I'M BACK FROM ELDDS CHALET! YIPEEE! HAHA. and the hidden motive behind having the chalet was so that we could have a "naked party" at night, ooohlala~ LOL thanks to Anitha XD

Chalet was GREAT even though we didn't do much except sit and watch movies! haaha. Scared the hell out of ourselves by watching THE GRUDGE 2 and ALONE. (our ben&jerry's became ice-cream soup coz the freezer wasn't cold DX) LOL. most of us went to sleep thinking of the movie and making sure that there were no ghost legs hanging above us! LOL. I think we had loads of fun even though we were under uncomfortable circumstances. haha. The room was kinda small even though only half of us stayed overnight, and it was raining whole day! ESCAPE AND WWW DIDN'T OPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha SHARIANTY and NANTHINI brought their laptops along and i was so tempted to use them but the internet connecction was slow...DX anyway, we had sec 2 trashing session, it was GREAT. haaha I think we all felt better after clearing the air, LOL. I was super scared when GERALDINE's mum smsed to say that there were wierd people handing around outside while the sec 1s and 3s were still watching the movie. It was already past midnight!!! I think it was funny when all of them came back and we have one group who were acting like animals and another group wanting to do the bond action. LOL.

CHELSIA painted my nails halfway for me because we didn't have nail polish remover! I thought I brought but it turned out to be make up remover -.-"' that's why she couldnt remove the paint from my nail x.X haaha!

anyway, I can't wait for the next chalet! next time, it shall be THREE DAYS TWO NIGHTS with more people and a bigger room with better food!! haha ohh, but the pizza was great, even though i think the satay felt abit uncooked XD haha ohh well, I'M SO HAPPY AND TIRED AND ACHING. (NAN hogged the whole bed that i was trying my best to stay on the bed rather than sleep!)

I'll definitely miss having NAN and SYA being in the toilet with me! haha! maybe we should have a sec two sleep over! =D

OH and in the Myojo mag, ARIOKA LOOKS SO FREKAKING GOOD! haha.
andandand. at macs this morning, this is what happened:
ME: Can I have one hotcake happy meal please.
Cashier: happy meal?
ME: yeah.
Cashier smiles...she finds me funny.haha..
*toy is placed on tray*
Nan and I laugh at each other.
Cashier: this is a hippo. no more penguin left. (laughs)
ME: oh, haha, okayy.
....... yeah so anyway, she just found it interesting that I ordered happy meal. I must have looked too mature for a toy T.T

kayy, im gonna watch ryusei no kizuna ep 2 now! JAA NE!

2008-11-11T14:45:00.007+08:00

I'm watching Ryusei no Kizuna now! haha BEAUTIFUL~ especially since it's raining XD

I've only watched the first ten mins, uploaded from imeem.com, cool! RYO looks ultra cute! and what NINO wore was HOT, from the back, but from the front he looks so poor and like such a poor thing carrying those heavy groceries, i wanna hug him! =] and Toda Erika looks so mature, haha, but she's not supposed to be mature the show i think LOL. anyway, 'BEAUTIFUL DAYS" is so nicee!! I downloaded the song yesterday already, haha! It's by ARASHI btw =D teehee.

today's campfire audition.....wasn't too bad lahh. haha. we had fun as a group at least! =D

then we went PP KFC, AND Falcon joined us at the PP Spiderweb. so we called ourselves the I.F! prounounced as "IF" haha! so cool! but the spiderweb was scary, I didn't expect it to be so high XD I FINALLY managed to upload photos, but only through imageshack, troublesome and tine - beautiful! but nonetheless, you may CLICK on the photo for a SUPER LARGE photo that has been scaled down to fit your computer screen, have fun looking! ^^

INDIGO + FALCON = I.F

clockwise from top: Matilda, Preethi, Sam, Charmaine, Mine! haha. it was take horizontally from my point of view though, XD

the BEAUTIFUL ALIAH who doesn't stone, but rocks. thanks to me =D

so now, i shall continue watching~ haha and CLARABEL's TV rocks! she has KOREAN TV CHANNEL, so she got to see F.T ISLAND and she agress that they're HOT! SEE, I TOLD YA! okayy, looking foward to seeing CHELSIA and NANTHINI tmr! getting back my class combi results too!

JAA NE (jin's style ^^)

2008-11-10T21:03:00.004+08:00

okayy, Once again, I'm posting! haha. I'll be busy this whole week, with COALs campfire audition TOMORROW, COALs Camp PREPARATION, outing with CHELSIA and TOMOTHINI, ELDDS CHALET and BS CLASS OUTING! haha sounds exciting ne?

anyway,

I LOVE MY SEC TWO FAMILY.<#

so i shall blog about our outing then! We went out last friday and went to Pasir Ris park! but none of the bicycle kiosks were open DX so we walked and walked..haha tiring lehh.. BUT, I learnt from SHARY dear that the morning sun before 10am as VITAMIN D! so anyway, we went to the SPIDER WEB! haha climed all the way up up up together and went down the slide which wasnt slippery at all -.-" had to drag ourselves down, heh.

ohh, then we hanged around the playground and I was scared of like almost everything, so everyone was saying I wouldnt survive at COALS CAMP! which made me wanna play with the playground equipments all the more! especially that huge big round bowl-like thing!
and ME + SHARY = BEST FLYING FOX PULLERS!

SO, me, VANESSA, and SHARY went to the sea while SYA, NANTHINI and MALY went to get drinks, but they came back with none. haha but anyway, at first we were afraid to go into the sea coz it WAS contaminated before! haha

then we went lunching at macs! then we talked about Da Vinci Code which led to talking about Obama, religious stuff, political stuff..etc, so funny how we turned our conversation into something like that. And then we realiesed there were TWO MUSLIMS, TWO HINDUS AND TWO CHRISTIANS altogether in our group, HAHA! AWESOME! and we weren't racist or against any religion, so it was easy to talk, and WONDERFUL since we're multi-racial! I LOVE IT!

Maly went off first because she was going VJC! WOW WOW WOW! she's actually attending the school already! but for orientation, then she wore the uniform already too! haha! awesome!!!
so next stop, VIVO! we bought the tickets for THE COFFIN, SUPER LONG QUEUE! and there was this guy in front of us who looked like AIBA!! WHOA, not bad, haaha. then, VANESSA lost her wallet too, so we all went to the customer service together, haha! WE LOVE YOU VANESSA! kekekes. and I met MEREDITH there in her river valley uniform too! haha.

okayy, so we watched the movie with GERALDINE who rushed over! THANKS! and I covered my ears and eyes for most of the movie, haha I watched the trailer already so I knew when the scary parts were XD Vanessa kept screaming damn loud, shary too! haha! then the two irritating girls in front of us kept looking back, IRRITATING. BLEH. anyway, it WAS scary, but the after effect of the movie wasn't as bad as the SHUTTER.

hahaa okayy, to cut short, WE WENT TO THE SKY PARK AFTER THAT, THEN WENT FOR DINNER THEN I REACHED HOME AT NEARING EIGHT. YAY. BEAUTIFUL DAY! and we left our marks at VIVO too! haha!

I LOVE F.T ISLAND!
I LOVE KAT-TUN!
I LOVE AKAME!
I LOVE MARU AND UEDA!
I LOVE ARASHI!
I LOVE SHO!
but I won't forget NEWS!

okayy, gotta go now!! JAA NE!

I LOVE INDIGO TOO!

2008-11-06T21:48:00.004+08:00

ULTRA LONG POST. ignore the conversations since they're about HSJ.haha.

Tomorrow we're having sec two EL family outing! yay! haha. I'm sorry to skip the Indigo meeting, both are my priority, plus this outing, if i don't go then it would be irresponsible of me and unfair to everyone else ne? As for the indigo meeting, I went on monday already, it's not enough but at least i attended, haha, I've been missing EL, needa catch up with my dear family! =D

I'm not in the mood now, but, I shall say this. I watched the making of "Mayonaka no Shadow Boy", it's darn cute! I'm starting to love YABU, INOO and HIKARU! haha the trio! (not really, but there's this scene with the three of them XD)

okayy, here's the YABU cuteness:
Yabu: I have to wait for 7 hours.Takaki and I are on in 7 hours time. It's now 12 noon...
It's 12.30, so we have 7 hours, with dinner time in there too, what will we do for 7 hours?
hahahaha. TAKAKI~!

what amused me is how he called for TAKAKI~!

and also, when Arioka is sleeping on the sofa:
Yabu: The fans can't get enough of this. it's Dai-chan sleeping!

haha he's OH SO RIGHTO. But, I was hoping he would post it up or something XD

and YAMADA is so cute! he was like "You guys! Let's ride off into that sunset! okay!". He was so imitating Yankumi form Gokusen, haha, so baka! I was laughing my head off, LOL, he sounded so cute!

OKAY, now the trio love:
Hikaru: What did I eat yesterday?
Yabu: Me! Stew.
Hikaru: Nope. (sounded so serious!)
Inoo: Me! Nuts & Berries
Hikaru: No..I hate them.
Yabu: He's a squirrel? (laughs)
Hikaru: Not nuts and berries. You sometimes eat it at sushi restaurants.
Inoo: Tuna? (wthell?!)
Hikaru: (points at himself) I like plain food.
Inoo: Garlic. (DOUBLE WTHELL?!)
Hikaru: Chigai.
Inoo: Wakatte! Chawamushi!
Hikaru: Yes!
Inoo: YAY! I ate it at your house once. ( here we go~)
Hikaru: Really?
Inoo: Your Mom made it.
Hikaru: Did she?
Yabu: She didn't make it when I was there. (sad face)
Hikaru: Ah, gomen ne. Next time.

AWW.... haha HIKARU looks hot there XD but he looks at Inoo more than Yabu XD

Chinen: I wanna eat Ramen
From where?
Chinen: The vending machine.

anyway, I spotted, the YABU X INOO LOVE =D check it out:
Inoo: Yabu, Ichiban Kakoii desu.
Yabu: What?
Inoo: They asked "How are the photos?" and I said Yabu's the most handsome.
Yabu: Dang~! are you my fan?
Inoo: Yabu is...
Yabu: Inoo is the most handsome. (gay smile)
Inoo: YAY!
Inoo: Why are you looking so coldly at me? (touches yabu)
Yabu pushes Inoo's hand away. (Inoo:...) Yabu pushes Inoo away.
Inoo: (HAHA) Why do you act like you hate me when the camera's on us?
Yabu: NANI~?
Inoo: Even though you always want to hold my hand.
Yabu: What?! What?! He's sick~!
Inoo: That was too much?
Yabu: He's dangerous.
Inoo: It was a lie.
Yabu: He calls to wake me every morning.
Inoo: Liar!
Yabu: He calls me at 6.30 every morning! I'll still be sleeping, but he has to go to school so he calls me at 6.30 AM. He's sick~!
Daiki: Inoo-chan often sends me text asking, "What re you doing now?"
Inoo: eh (softly)
Daiki: Shut up!

(i gave up adding colours, i wanna sleep~ z.Z)

HAHAH SO CUTE. I CANT STAND IT.

kayy, I've gotta go off now. I'm disappointed and upset and tired, that's why I'm not in the mood. I played tetris again. I'm freaking addicted. I said, if I beat my own high score a third time, I'll call VANESSA. But i lost in the end, so i didnt call. then a played another game and lost again. So I didnt call either. haha.

alright then,

JAA NE~

HEH HEH

2008-11-03T11:24:00.004+08:00

If you're happy and you know it and you really wanna show it If you're happy and you know it slap Sarah, *wee! wee!*

I just came back from my sister's violin class. haha. I fetched her there. ^^ Her teacher says I'm pretty, ahahha! XD okayy nevermind.

We walked home, so we decided to stop by the playground and play on the swing!
haha it's been so long since i had so much fun! but do we use our butt muscles or stomack muscles to swing? my sister says stomach muscles but my butt was aching!!! anyway, it was funfunfun and i didnt wanna get out of it DX

then at the international school nearby they played the song " if you're happy and you know it clap your hands" haha. so now I'm addicted to it.

I just wished RYO HAPPY BRITHDAY! I didn't know it was today, or yesterday, I DON'T KNOW!! EEEEEHEHEHE, I needa go memorise their birth dates mann, not just ryo's, the others too! heh.

Ohh i didn't have the time to blog last week coz i was freakingly busy and by the time I came home from Japanese Sec School I was so darn tires x.X haha so yeah...ohh yesterday it was my BS class' turn to raise funds for YM camp, not really good at first though. and the sushi was hard to sell DX all our hard work, boohoo! DX

haha okayy, oh wait, one thing first: THANK YOU VANESSA & SYAHIRAH FOR YOUR HELP! hahah witht he sec two EL outing XD

okayy, MICHELLE is sick today, take care yea! =D

and I finally saw JOHNNY'S PHOTO. Like JE's Boss mann, JOHNNY!! He looks like this ordinary old man with old man's dress sense, so how in the world did he own JE and all our hot dear guys?!?!?! he doesnt't look rich wither but HE IS FREAKING RICH. and I wached ryo' solo of code during the live concert, not bad, haha, HOT. hehehe. and mann i was looking at his pictures, he's cute XD I dont hate him much anymore, hahahahaha.

okayy, byeeeeee! gotta do my work and i need to make it a point to watch my drama and animes too. currently in love with Super Junior EHB<#

OKAERI!

2008-10-28T16:53:00.005+08:00

Im just reached got back from KL today! =] oh I had so much fun there! and alot of frustration! DX

I WATCHED EAGLE EYE LIKE
FINALLY!
I LOVE THE ACTOR! Until now I still don't know his name, I'm horrible! I wanna re-watch eagle eye and make sure that my dad watches it this time!!! oh darn, I LOVE the actor...<#

I feel like puking when I got off the bus and even when I reached home, the taxi ride was horrible! The taxi driver kept coughing openly and he kept spitting outside! bleh! have some manners please!!! but now I feel better XD

my sister just went for drum lessons and my mum wants me off the computer, so I'll go bathe and be BUSY packing packing packing all my stuff on the shelves, tables... haha DX So I'll come back and then ramble about what's been going on the past few days yea? WAIT FOR ME!

AND CHELSIA, I KNEW YOU LOVED ME BUT I NEVER KNEW YOU LOVED ME SO MUCH XD I SAW YOUR BLOG! I LOVE CHELSIA GOH TOO! more thank UEDA maybe? I'm losing my love for him! help!!!

2008-10-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

now I'm freaking pissed!

IM DEAD PISSED NOW. LIKE SERIOUSLY, as if what I'm going through now isn't enough.

2008-10-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

It tires me to keep this wild animal in, I WANT, I WANT TO LET IT FREE AND SCREAM RIGHT INTO YOUR FACE!!

do you get it yet?!!

DO YOU KNOW I WANT TO SAY IT?!

DO YOU?!!

I WANT TO SCREAM IT IN YOUR FACE BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD FOR BEING A DIFFICULT AND PETTY FRIEND!

I DON'T WANNA EXPLODE LIKE THE OTHER TIME!

but I don't wanna hurt you.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

2008-10-23T17:42:00.007+08:00

today's the last day of school! DX

I didn't really feel much today, but I've been feeling upset over stuff, so, yea...

I stayed up until 2a.m last night, writing the messages on message cards for each person in class. I spent alot of time, which seems like I'm slow, but each person had a different message from the bottom of my heart, hence I didnt want them to like look at each other's cards XD

This morning it rained, so I didnt have a chance to see my sister receive her report book from my mum on stage DX andand, I'm happy with my class and level position this year! XD but not my results, haha! XD

anyway, I'm really gonna miss 2N and Malyatha!! just so happen, right now im listening to Caramel Song by ARASHI and when I was typing the line before this, they sang the line "君をずっと忘れないよ”. cool ne? hahah! so anyway, it means I'll never forget you, so, I'll never ever forget 2N and Malyatha!

Here's a message to students of 2N'08 :

DEAREST 2N'08 CLASSMATES,

you all have been my BEST classmates of my life so far, I'm serious.

Thank you for giving me all these wonderful memories and I'll never forget any of you! I'll really miss our time together even though we hardly cooperate, haha, I'll miss having lessons together and going for lessons together and chit chatting together! (I laugh thinking abt all these, haha) THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL! =]

ESTHER GOH

23 OCT 2008

Today, INDIGO made cards for our four instructors, haha. I came up with the idea!! hehe but all the hardwork goes to Matilda and the others who put in the effort to make the cards =D and Shazwani brought FERRERO ROCHER and MERCI and CANDLES from home. haha. It was so temtpting to eat them!!

alrighty, so i spent time in the library doing MALYATHA's card! haha! and five mins before school ended, we all went back to class and I was surprised to find everyone sitting together on the floor. I feel so upset that I didn't spend enough time with my class on the last day of school and I didn't manage to capture a picture at all! Everyone was so busy! Mrs Gay away for 'O' levels exam, 1/3 of the class away for Musical, then even more people away for COALs group meeting, and then more people not in class. BUT, it's so wonderful that at the end of the day, everyone sat together and took a picture as a class =] but then, everyone zoomed of straight after that DX

I didn't really feel much coz I didn't want to think much, but when YOO JIN hugged me when she cried, it made me want to cry too! Her crying is super infectious!! anyway I'll miss everyone, every single person in 2N! even though I'm still upset about some matters, i really feel like saying things out, but not to the person I've got a problem with! help?

I went to the library with Nanthini after settling all my stuff after school, I felt really tired and miserable. I feel sad, but again, it's everything that has been piled up that's making me feel so miserable and I refused to cry, so I was really miserable. Then I told NANTHINI, " I want to die now first" (before I decide whther to go home) and then I cried in the library. THANK YOU NANTHINI, for comforting me!

I was really upset until i met someone who really made me SMILE, she didn't know she cheered me up I guess. haha. but she did! I was smiling all the way to the car XD THANK YOU SOMEONE! =D

Well, it's the last day of school, yet instead of having a very memorable day, things kinda went wrong with some people. And it didn't help that she didn't smile at me, it made things worse, but I don't have the right to expect a smile from her do I?

2008-10-16T00:23:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was tiring!!
haha and I screwed up with regards to our masking tape DX
A bit hard to catch what the Instructors were saying, but I'll try to keep up! Akiramemasen!!
And we played touch rugby! I love the games, but I don't have the enthusiasm to play them, just like in Drama :\

my laptop crashed too!!

Today I made sushi during Japanese Cooking Class! I offered two to the MOELC librarian! haha. I wanna go to the library tmr, but no one else is free, so I'm not going. I'll just go out with my friends in the afternoon =]

I watched Maou last episode today. Part 1 of the show, one person died. Part 2 of the show, another two more people die. Part 3 is the progress of moving on to find out who'll die in Part 4. so many people die in ONE episode. It's depressing lahh, this show DX But anyway, teh freaking PART4 doesn't work!!!!

Have to wait till tmr! and there's no school tmr! I wanna give both of them a hug! and OHNO's acting is damn good!!! gambatte ne!

I'm watching the Video of Party Time of NewS! Actually more like listening lahh, but the starting part as the vid of MASSU in Teppen Mezase! He looks freakin' cute there!! haha. He hasn't changed much since last time, except for the way he smiles. haha. more like a pig now XD but he's still cute! I shall fangirl NEWS now!!

jaa, oyasumi!
(this com can't type jap DX)

INDIGO

2008-10-13T21:02:00.006+08:00

INDIGO GO! GO! GO!

WE'LL HAVE FUN TOMORROW!

INDIGO ♥ DUGONGS

FOREVER. HAHA.

so many things

2008-10-13T18:37:00.004+08:00

"Be strong for the Lord your God will always be with you"

just within a few days so many things happened.

within these few days, I hated so much, regretted so much and learnt so much.

but ultimately when things are solved, I loved so much and am just filled with nothing but happiness. Life becomes so blissful XD

facing up to reality and talking things out solves everything and wipes out any misunderstandings. running away is the wrong choice.

Now I truly see who really cares for me, the people whom I can trust and most of all, the people who would support me and worry for me throughout even when they're not with me.

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!

FInished

2008-10-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

GOODNIGHT!

I just finished compiling the ELDDS photos of DRAMA to be printed. haha.
OHH! THANK YOU GERALDINE for the photos!! =D

But there are still the debaters inside as well, haha but it doesnt matter ne? We're still a CCA!
so why must we separate? (don't bother answering this question)

alrighty, now I'm gonna watch One pound Gospel episode TWO!
KAME IS FREAKING CUTE! haha 約束でしょう！約束！

damn, tmr i'm gonna get back my jap results. so far it's an A2 for CA, so HOPEFULLY, it maintains that way, otherwise my EYE might just pull the grade down like my LIT. DX

okayy, OYASUMINASAI! goodnighty!

RESULTS

2008-10-09T16:28:00.003+08:00

I feel LOUSY

Suddenly felt like listening to Replay by SHINEE

In the com lab now with VANESSA and SHARIANTY. GERALDINE and SEC ONES are downstairs! Preparing for Open House. haha.

jaa, seeya tonight!

ONE PoUND GOSPEL EP 1

2008-10-08T21:22:00.005+08:00

One Pound Gospel Episode 1

I LOVE KAMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER DUPER ULTRA CUTE!

KAME: If you promise me, I'll work super hard!

Sister ANGELA: You're working hard because you like boxing, right?

KAME: NO (shakes head) => I love the way he said "いいえ" and gave that cute look and shake!

KAME: I'm working hard because I really really really like you! => so cute the way he expressed himself and keep moving towards sister! >

AND haha. KATSU! TAMA! GYUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!! (first few vowels of, cutlet, egg and beef) FOOD WAS HIS MOTIVATION!

AND THE THEME SONG: LIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant wait to watch the next few episodes! 　がんばってエスターちゃん！

TODAY

2008-10-08T16:59:00.004+08:00

TODAY

Acutually, there's no point in going to school today since there were no lessons. BUT OH, Mrs Gay is gonna start building our foundation for Chemistry NEXT YEAR! ahh!!

(sidetrack: SMILE by ARASHI sounds CUTEE!!)

yah..and 28/36 people in my class got A1s for maths!!! YAY 2N! we MUST celebrate!!!

Anyway, VIJAYA, VANESSA, QIN YUAN and MIN wrote in my autograph book!! haha so funny to read it. And it doesnt make sense why it's called AUTOGRAPH BOOK. It's not like I'm getting their autograph or somthing right? haha. I dunno.

OHH, and MIN has concluded that I like MANLY guys, so I have to stay away from the girly ones. So she's introducing Siwon to me. haha. But UEDA's not one bit manly is he? Apart from boxing maybe. OH, HEECHUL's not manly either, i've seen him dressed like a girl in so many pictures. but I never once thought that any of were girly, except UEDA and CHINEN. seriously, even HEECHUL and HONGKI don't seem girly to me. HONGKI DID look girly, but in mind it wasn't like, HE'S SO GIRLY. haha. dunno.

Okayy, after school, sec ones did the souvenirs with GERALDINE and MICHELLE TAN. JOANNE, JOLENE and I went to get the dresses for open house, haha, so funny. JOLENE was complaining about Mr Sng. Oh well, but he seemed happy to be standing there anyway. haha.

OH then I had to draw lots for who will be wearing dresses. I was DRAWING LOTS so don't blame me if you got selected man, coz God chose you, so BE GLAD. AHAHA. yeah and I just realised the japanese sweets I bought from the Japanese supermarket were actually Soda sweets and they were corrosive, nowonder my tongue felt painful. heh. and I gave up cutting the souvenirs coz the more I did it, the worse it got. hahaha, and AQUILAH had to help me fix it ><>

Alrighty, now, I'm listening to Happy Birthday again! haaha. actually, it's the playlist from my blog. PLEASE LISTEN TO IT, IT'S REALLY NICEE! okayy, and the freaking episode nine of Maou ISN'T PLAYING!!!

YESTERDAY.

2008-10-08T16:24:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY

NANTHINI came over to watch KUROSAGI because she wasnt allowed to watch the movie on monday ( DX )
Then we OFFICIALLY start our fangirling book!! hahaha

AND, she showed me a few videos on DBSK. HAHA they're so cute! I like Mickey, and I used to like Chang Min coz he looks like JUNNO! haha but Jaejoon is COOL~ haha ohh! Now I know who is who! YAY ME! =]

OK, so beacuse we were watching vids, we were late for "sec two EL outting". We were sppose to do souvenirs. When we entered macs, VANESSA screamed! because she dropped her bag, LOL, and the auntie at the counter laughed. haha. FUNNY. yah, then SYAHIRA kept telling me to kick VANESSA out! yeah, VANESSA was SUPER HIGH! and GERALDINE, so serious at working *in awe*! haha GREAT JOB GER!! Then SHARIANTY was suppose to come, but then she wanted to come at six plus? I think, so yeah, we said no need. haha. I think. I wasn't paying attention to what was happening to her mann, I only knew she wasn't coming anymore coz it was so darn confusing!! at least to me =] Anyway, I didn't do much. I was quite slack. But I love COLOURING and PASTING.
hehe, VANESSA kept cutting herself, SYA was sending NAN DBSK vids/songs. OH YAH, VIDEOS AT 7MB IS COOL! I've got one in my phone too! the battle between Jaejoong and Chang Min. haha. ok. THEN, I attempted to memorise the Macdonald's Menu, but failed, because it was like the Science table we were told to memorise for Science exam which didn't come out?! I HOPE.

OHH, then we decided to have SEC 2 EL DINNER!! I didnt really want to go though, coz I promised my ahma I would eat at home. and i found our at lunch time, NANTHINI likes vegetables! anw,
SYAHIRA: We havent had Sec 2 El dinner for a long time.
ME: Since when did we even have one?!
SYAHIRA: PRECISELY!!!
HUH?!! anyone get it? Well, it's suppose to make sense, but in the actual English Language, NO.

HAHA okayy, so DINNER AT COMPASS POINT. COOL. there was a food fair downstairs!!! TU TU KUEH AND MUAH CHEE!! BUT, we went for proper dinner at Banquet first, haha. AND I choked on a piece of Carrot cake -.- yeah, and it was THE REAL CHOKING. like it went down the wrong pipe. ULTRA COOL!! haha I'm quite fascinated actually =D OK, then we went to buy food downstairs!! I bought TU TU KUEH and for my first time, TAKOKYAKI! (right? the ball thinggy). I wanted MUAH CHEE, but decided to save money =D haha. nevertheless, I had one big piece from GERALDINE's. THANKS!!! HAHAHA.

At night, MIN kept saying " I LOVE FT. ISLAND." over and over again. and that Jardena was pissed with her. haha. okayy, not funny. OH and for the TOO TUFF TO PUFF program, I signed up for (not saying).

Ok, dont wanna type anymore=]
じゃあ、ね!

（今、happy birthday を聞きます。）

2008-07-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Is anyone happy I've got a new blog? And it is actually working?

well, I AM!

haha thanks to CHELSIA, I managed to change the template and finally use it! (hee!)

well, okayy, noe rules/goals i shall set for myself regarding this blog:

#1 Try to update this blog as often as possible

#2 NO going JE-CRAZY here, but doesn't mean I wont mention them XD (they're a MAJOR part of my life, alrighty?)

#3 UHH...no swearing, cursing or using vulgarities (yay! =] )

ALRIGHT, let's get this bloggie started!!!